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Okay I realize that this post is going to probably contridiate my song of the week... song of the week has been Kelly Clarkson's song "Since You've Been Gone" and then the feeling of 40 Year Old Virgin.... For my Deaf friends that don't listen to music... (gee I wonder why here are the words...the rest of you hearies, just ff thru the lyrics. ;-) Since You've Been Gone.. Here's the thing we started off friends It was cool but it was all pretend Yeah yeah Since you've been gone You dedicated you took the time Wasn't long 'till I called you mine Yeah Yeah Since you've been gone And all you'd ever hear me say Is how I pictured me with you That's all you'd ever hear me say But since you've been gone I can breathe for the first time I'm so movin' on Yeah yeah Thanks to you Now I get What I want Since you've been gone How can I put it you put me on I even fell for that stupid love song Yeah yeah Since you've been gone How come I never hear you say I just wanna be with you I guess you never felt that way But since you've been gone I can breathe for the first time I'm so movin' on Yeah yeah Thanks to you Now I get I get what I want Since you've been gone You had your chance you blew it Out of sight, out of mind Shut your mouth I just can't take it Again and again and again and again Since you've been gone I can breathe for the first time I'm so movin' on Yeah yeah Thanks to you Now I get I get what I want I can breathe for the first time Im so movin on Yeah yeah Thanks to you Now I get You should know That I get I get what I want Since you've been gone And then here's my 40 Year Old Version moment....
It's been a whirlwind type of week and half. A lot of things have made sense to me and then of course things that made sense to me before, don't now. That's okay. Life's bound to throw you some fastballs and I guess now I'm getting some. That's what I get for playing softball.... damnit! Haha. I got to talk to Becky last night... or I should say Dr. B. It was helpful and it was awesome seeing her!!!!! I've missed her so much! You can only put in so much of her personality in a text message or IM convo! I'm trying to keep this as an open blog but I'm not sure how else to say all the things I want to say... maybe I should just keep my mouth shut and hands underneath the seat.... On the bright side... Springfield in THREE DAYS!!!! It's going to be a blast this weekend hanging out with my whores and of course other people! ;-) Alrighty, must run... just realized that I need to do some reading for tmw night's class... blah! Have a great night! :)