Friends
I am really angry right now--in fact the word angry probably doesn't even due to my mood right now any justice. I am actually down right furious right now at a certain someone--who I won't speak about in name, partial because I hate the very word-- that has very much betrayed me. You see my so called friend was in love with this boy, his name is Lance, which I found to be very cool name--even if I hate his guts right now. Well, her growing obsession with him did bother me at first--since obsession is never a good thing no matter how light, but also I knew it was bad because Lance never viewed her in a "girlfriend" type way.
I know this because he told me some nights ago while we sat talking in my living room. He had came over because he told me he needed someone to talk too--I had asked him why he couldn't just use the phone to call me, but he insisted that the matter was absolutely urgent. So I said cool come over, and we sat for hours talking about absolute none-sence, until he brings up my friend. Turns out he knew all along about her crush on him and told me that he had absolutely no interest in her--and in fact he found her to be ugly. I grew angry about this, but knew there was little no nothing I could do to change his mind. But after this chain of events he starts to act weirds towards me, touching my shoulders more often, giving me friendly pushes--you know flirting, and honestly there was never a moment in my entire life that I have ever felt so awkward--and terrible.
When he leaves I feel very relieved,feeling that maybe this night would just dissapear, but no chance though considering what happened tonight. Turns out there is a party at his house, so I decide to go. Everyone is there from school so it was good to catch up with some old friends, my certain friend is there too, which was weird since Lance just told me he didn't like her and in fact hated her. But I was glad she was there-she is my friend up to this point after all.
But Lance does something weird and decides to drag me outside--apparently away from any awaiting ears. Then he decides to tell me that he has liked me all along, every since we met back in January--and I am just shocked. Not only because I didn't have a clue, but I was also wondering why he waited so long to tell me this. Lance told me he waited because he didn't wish to hurt my friend who loves him--which is understandable, I wouldn't want to hurt her neither. In any case, I flat out reject him, since I never had any feelings for him beyond friendship. And some way or another words get around to my friend that has a huge crush on him, about him not liking her and crushing on me, and she just flips out. She immediately begins yelling at me--calling me all this fowl names, and of course I ain't going to take it so I yell back. Telling her that I had no interest in him, and that I would never take a boy from her, I love her to much as a friend to do such a thing.
Of course, she doesn't want to hear it and charges at him, slapping me across the face. At this point in time I am so furious that the glass of water in my hand breaks and and I raise my fist and slam it into her jaw, goes to say she was down after one count and I left in strive. But after all this I feel very bad--it hurts that a boy could end out friendship so easily--and I didn't even do anything. I loved that girl like a sister, but I guess thats all changed now. If I ever see Lance again, I'll be sure to give him a piece of mind, even though he probably doesn't really deserve it.
I know this because he told me some nights ago while we sat talking in my living room. He had came over because he told me he needed someone to talk too--I had asked him why he couldn't just use the phone to call me, but he insisted that the matter was absolutely urgent. So I said cool come over, and we sat for hours talking about absolute none-sence, until he brings up my friend. Turns out he knew all along about her crush on him and told me that he had absolutely no interest in her--and in fact he found her to be ugly. I grew angry about this, but knew there was little no nothing I could do to change his mind. But after this chain of events he starts to act weirds towards me, touching my shoulders more often, giving me friendly pushes--you know flirting, and honestly there was never a moment in my entire life that I have ever felt so awkward--and terrible.
When he leaves I feel very relieved,feeling that maybe this night would just dissapear, but no chance though considering what happened tonight. Turns out there is a party at his house, so I decide to go. Everyone is there from school so it was good to catch up with some old friends, my certain friend is there too, which was weird since Lance just told me he didn't like her and in fact hated her. But I was glad she was there-she is my friend up to this point after all.
But Lance does something weird and decides to drag me outside--apparently away from any awaiting ears. Then he decides to tell me that he has liked me all along, every since we met back in January--and I am just shocked. Not only because I didn't have a clue, but I was also wondering why he waited so long to tell me this. Lance told me he waited because he didn't wish to hurt my friend who loves him--which is understandable, I wouldn't want to hurt her neither. In any case, I flat out reject him, since I never had any feelings for him beyond friendship. And some way or another words get around to my friend that has a huge crush on him, about him not liking her and crushing on me, and she just flips out. She immediately begins yelling at me--calling me all this fowl names, and of course I ain't going to take it so I yell back. Telling her that I had no interest in him, and that I would never take a boy from her, I love her to much as a friend to do such a thing.
Of course, she doesn't want to hear it and charges at him, slapping me across the face. At this point in time I am so furious that the glass of water in my hand breaks and and I raise my fist and slam it into her jaw, goes to say she was down after one count and I left in strive. But after all this I feel very bad--it hurts that a boy could end out friendship so easily--and I didn't even do anything. I loved that girl like a sister, but I guess thats all changed now. If I ever see Lance again, I'll be sure to give him a piece of mind, even though he probably doesn't really deserve it.