:: I can't believe it's been a year already. The pain has gone away for the most part but her memory never will. I still miss my precious baby, Dana who died last year today. My emotions are very mixed. I'm sad but I'm certain she's in doggy heaven bossing everyone around with her constant barking! I know I'll probably never have a dog as smart, ( Read more... )

Every single month. Nothing has really changed. Every month on this day I feel like crap. Well, I have been feeling like crap for the past 4 months, but more so on this day. It's been 4 months since Dana died and the pain hasn't subsided at all. It's as if the hole I feel inside me will never close. I've been depressed lately (again) and I don't ( Read more... )

I know I haven't explained what happened with my dog yet, but that's only because I'm still going through the denial fase of the 5 stages of grieving. I will soon though. A moment doesn't go by where I don't think of my Dana (yes, I'm an X-Files dork and my dog was named after Dana Scully.) I can't go on holidays to my normal place (Paros) as I am ( Read more... )