you can say it...
yes, you can say it. you can tell me, "i told you so"
you can also tell me im a complete fool.. even though i know i already am.
after a great nite i believe im rejected by the same guy that has done this to me twice already. yes, i am a fool. maybe i am just too much of a wishful thinker, sick of dating.. hoping this would be the real thing. ..my heart hurts.
background info on me: my family and i hug alot. hug eachother when we see eachother, when we say goodbye, when we go to sleep, when we wake up, even random moments of the day just because. thats just how my family is, we show we care for eachother a majority of the time.
since i did not have to babysit this weekend i stayed in ypsi b/c i have a lot of school work to finish up, meaning no seeing family.. no hugs.
all i wanted from him was a hug.. just a hug. i know it sounds silly but i need hugs especially after the stupid week i had, being sick, studying my @$$ off for a midterm that my stupid teacher decided to cancel the day of, trying to reschedule a time for my health lesson for a first grade class (still haven't managed a day & time yet) and freaking out and getting ready for the mock trial that is this coming monday.
he left.. without a hug, without a goodbye. which to me is very hurtful..
am i right? wouldn't that be rejection or is it just my paranoia working at its best?
i think its safe to say "i told you so"
you can also tell me im a complete fool.. even though i know i already am.
after a great nite i believe im rejected by the same guy that has done this to me twice already. yes, i am a fool. maybe i am just too much of a wishful thinker, sick of dating.. hoping this would be the real thing. ..my heart hurts.
background info on me: my family and i hug alot. hug eachother when we see eachother, when we say goodbye, when we go to sleep, when we wake up, even random moments of the day just because. thats just how my family is, we show we care for eachother a majority of the time.
since i did not have to babysit this weekend i stayed in ypsi b/c i have a lot of school work to finish up, meaning no seeing family.. no hugs.
all i wanted from him was a hug.. just a hug. i know it sounds silly but i need hugs especially after the stupid week i had, being sick, studying my @$$ off for a midterm that my stupid teacher decided to cancel the day of, trying to reschedule a time for my health lesson for a first grade class (still haven't managed a day & time yet) and freaking out and getting ready for the mock trial that is this coming monday.
he left.. without a hug, without a goodbye. which to me is very hurtful..
am i right? wouldn't that be rejection or is it just my paranoia working at its best?
i think its safe to say "i told you so"