venting

[mstngwrest5]

i think im getting close to give up on everything this yr has started out shitty n def doesnt seem to be changing for the better i sick of this shit. like people say gods like a little kid with a magnifying glass n we r ants n hes burning us away to a death tha is slow n painful in long run.im jus fed up wit everythign thats gone on people i thought i could trust i cant, people i care bout r suffering from death ,illness or something else i just really dont know wat to do anymore i go out wit the expression of bing in good mood but deep down im not happy at all when im alone i show the real side thats y as of late i think ive become grumpy n angry lot more then ever.deaths of people tha i knew like my exs gma, people saying we r going to hangout then dont or say going to call n same thing nothign, my trust level in people is very low right now, grls wise def dont have nothing goin on there feels like its not going to change anytime soon, heck i went to the mall n usually u see single grls every single grl had a bf wit her, but even people ive talked wit , talked bout doing something then dont at all hell last night me n my friend did tha ufc still fighting n i would not quite id take a break n come back for more i guess a way for me to get some of my anger out cuz i kept swinging doing anything possible to inflict pain n release anger though i couldnt get it all out me n him were going bak n forth he was suprised i wouldnt quite but thats the mentality level i have which is never quit or never say die. i just know i just need to get away for a weekend or sumthing soon to just clear my head have no worries n relax n when i come back ill be lot better. i mgiht do tha this upcoming weekend i dunno.

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greg
ps sep 14th ill be n uncle