Oct 10, 2018 18:49
Hi All,
Well, feeling a little better. Had some process time and trying to reconnect with the people who make me feel real. I am in the process of planning a trip to see Jacqueline. See really helps me to let go of the fears and just be. I need people right now, even when it scares me. This may be the hardest piece. in my fantasy I can do it all on my own. I need help.
Energetically I will listen to spirit and see what speaks. There is something there and I need to be willing to accept my not knowing. That is the nature of life. I suppose that the real piece is to work with breath and find my own sense of self. It will have to come from reflection. So lets get into the WOO!
Air. The element has always spoken to me. From the breath focus to wanting to fly, to having many qualities associated with air. I have a strong gravitation to it. It is the space that I feel the most comfortable with. Anything that lets me connect to air has been a focus. That feels comfortable. Time to embrace the pieces that feel genuine. With the air I go. Time to focus it. Meditation time away.