Messages in your m&m's
I never seem to have enough to time to update anymore. Or my internet isn't working. I'm sitting around waiting for to leave for work and the new vaccum that my grandfather insisted in buying me. I think jen's more excited about it then I am. I had my little sister over the last couple nights. It's neat being able to hang out with her. Even though for a 13 year old she still acts like shes 8. Her and Jen are freaky alike in so many ways. I'm being promoted to server at my job in september. I can't wait. I'll be making more money and getting the experience I need to get a better serving job. I'm thinking about maybe taking some courses in sept too but I don't know if I'll have enough time or a long enough attention span. It would be nice to get those last few credits I'm missing. Or even look in to those bartending classes. I feel like I need to start doing something with my life. Something more then living paycheck to paycheck. I feel like there's this whole world waiting for me and here I am sitting around to scared to make the right choices and commitments that will get me out there. Maybe the right choice would be to save as much money as possible and fuck off to another country. I could do it. Save everything I could after rent and bills. I might be living off of KD for months but I'd be willing to sacrifice.