Outlines can bite me
And yet another day of class goes by and I still feel no closer to being done with everything I need to get done. I can get through my required readings each day, but adding the outlines to that is another story. I thought I would be able to do this, but sometimes I just don't know. I'm so scared that I won't do well enough to keep my scholarships. I was so excited coming into this thinking I'd make law review, but I'm scared shitless right now. I'm sure by tomorrow I'll feel slightly better, but it just feels like one of those nights.
On a happier note, I'm playing E-flat clarinet in Linda's group, and by damnit, today I was actually in tune with the clarinets on all the really high stuff. I've determined after today that as a musician, I was simply meant to play the auxiliary instruments (English horn, alto or E-flat clarinet, but mainly English horn of course). Maybe I'm crazy, I don't know....just seems that way. Anyway, I should hit the books again. Otherwise, I'll definitely feel guilty in the morning.
On a happier note, I'm playing E-flat clarinet in Linda's group, and by damnit, today I was actually in tune with the clarinets on all the really high stuff. I've determined after today that as a musician, I was simply meant to play the auxiliary instruments (English horn, alto or E-flat clarinet, but mainly English horn of course). Maybe I'm crazy, I don't know....just seems that way. Anyway, I should hit the books again. Otherwise, I'll definitely feel guilty in the morning.