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I lost 3 lbs last week.
The second week ALWAYS sucks.
Its ok i get to start working out this week.
I'm going to my Gmas to paint her porch tomorrow and im going to pick up my old blades from her house.
There are a lot of hills and shit out by my house and i always work at night and my bf works during the day so i have NOTHING to do so blading will be good.
I cant believe that in 1 1/2 months Chris and I will have been together a year.
He said he went hopping for my aniversary present yesterday.
He said he couldnt find anything.
I really wonder wtf hes planning on getting me.
Usually i cant guess, so it's always a great surprise.
He doesnt know what im going to get him. Hell i dont even know.
No i think i know.
I just need a few hundred dollars.
Its all good.
Hell love it.
I still can't believe i let myself get as big as i did.
I always told myself i'd never hit 200 lbs and i did.
And it was probably the most depressing point in my life.
I mean Chris even thought i was just with him to be with someone.
Because my self esteem was so low.
And while i'm still not happy with my weight i am happy with the way its coming off. I want to lose 17 more pounds this month and i think its doable as long as i dont sit on the comp all day and in front of my xbox 360 all day!!!! like i did today.
<3
I love The SugarHIll Gang
The second week ALWAYS sucks.
Its ok i get to start working out this week.
I'm going to my Gmas to paint her porch tomorrow and im going to pick up my old blades from her house.
There are a lot of hills and shit out by my house and i always work at night and my bf works during the day so i have NOTHING to do so blading will be good.
I cant believe that in 1 1/2 months Chris and I will have been together a year.
He said he went hopping for my aniversary present yesterday.
He said he couldnt find anything.
I really wonder wtf hes planning on getting me.
Usually i cant guess, so it's always a great surprise.
He doesnt know what im going to get him. Hell i dont even know.
No i think i know.
I just need a few hundred dollars.
Its all good.
Hell love it.
I still can't believe i let myself get as big as i did.
I always told myself i'd never hit 200 lbs and i did.
And it was probably the most depressing point in my life.
I mean Chris even thought i was just with him to be with someone.
Because my self esteem was so low.
And while i'm still not happy with my weight i am happy with the way its coming off. I want to lose 17 more pounds this month and i think its doable as long as i dont sit on the comp all day and in front of my xbox 360 all day!!!! like i did today.
<3
I love The SugarHIll Gang