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I don't feel very well today. Just in general I feel sluggish and not well. My head hurts and I feel cold and bloated. I don't know why--it just came on after I got out of church today.
We talked about prayer in church today and how God doesn't close doors on us that are good for us to open. I feel a little let down in some ways about the job I have, at least in terms of what my longterm goals were and still are. I feel a bit of angst and sadness about the fact that at least in my mind, I'm for lack of a better word, stuck. Then again, maybe I'm completely off-base as to what my wants are--but I tend to doubt that, considering the nature of my wants.
Please pray for me to have strength. I feel very low, discouraged, and now just kind of sickly. My financial situation is looking brighter all the time, but I need more than that to feel content.
Jane gets here on Wednesday, and I should be more happy than I am, but it's so difficult arranging everything and making sure everything goes okay. It's strenuous, exhausting, and a constant struggle to ensure no one is stranded anywhere and everyone is happy, and to make room, buy the things we need, fix the job situation, get her to have off holidays and maybe a little time so we can be together some, etc. etc. It's a big headache, and I just need to relax and compose.
I'm trying to do that now, and it's going okay, but this weekend is so short.
We talked about prayer in church today and how God doesn't close doors on us that are good for us to open. I feel a little let down in some ways about the job I have, at least in terms of what my longterm goals were and still are. I feel a bit of angst and sadness about the fact that at least in my mind, I'm for lack of a better word, stuck. Then again, maybe I'm completely off-base as to what my wants are--but I tend to doubt that, considering the nature of my wants.
Please pray for me to have strength. I feel very low, discouraged, and now just kind of sickly. My financial situation is looking brighter all the time, but I need more than that to feel content.
Jane gets here on Wednesday, and I should be more happy than I am, but it's so difficult arranging everything and making sure everything goes okay. It's strenuous, exhausting, and a constant struggle to ensure no one is stranded anywhere and everyone is happy, and to make room, buy the things we need, fix the job situation, get her to have off holidays and maybe a little time so we can be together some, etc. etc. It's a big headache, and I just need to relax and compose.
I'm trying to do that now, and it's going okay, but this weekend is so short.