I am having the hardest time writing an end-of-the-year entry. I know it sounds ridiculous that I'm putting so much importance on having one, but I dunno, it's such a ceremonious way of closing off a year that I feel like not having one means I'm letting all these things that I want to leave in 2008, trickle into 2009. Is that stupidly superstitious?
Anyway.
As I said, writing this end-of-2008 entry is proving to be quite difficult. I mean, I've
A fact about the person you like?
I’m pretty turned off at all the guys I’ve like in the past so, no answer for this sorry. Hahaha.
What happened at 10:00 am today?
i was fast asleep hun
When did you last cry?
secret
What do you want in your life right now?
for all the uhog in my nose to go away :(
Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
nah --> this was my first answer, but i realized that i actually am!
What is the last thing someone bought you?
well, Christmas just finished, so, a lot of things! hahaha
Name someone whose name starts with the letter "A".
Aussy! Nax
Will you ever kiss the last person you kissed again?
no.
Who's the most annoying person in your neighborhood?
i don't really know. the kid who lives in front of us has a staring problem though, it get kinda creepy at night.
Do you plan on moving in the next year?
supposedly, yes. but moving to alabang is a big decision and my parents are still considering all options. besides, we all love BF!
What were you doing at 8:30pm last Friday night?
I was at the panxmas party :)
What are you thinking right now?
"my nose is running"
Do you have a job?
yes.
What are you doing right now besides this survey?
listening to music. sniffling.
What are your plans tomorrow?
to actually leave my house. hahaha. i haven't stepped out in more than 24 hours!
Exactly where did you get the clothes you're wearing right now?
the top i'm wearing is jena's. she lent it to me like 5 years ago when i slept over her house last-minute. haha!
the shorts i'm wearing is from aussy! also when i slept over her house last minute. hahaha.
my slippers are havaianas (or acc to my dad, "hayayanas")
What is your current problem?
the cure for the common cold. anyone know it?
What are you looking forward to in the next week?
hotel livin' with me family. hahahaha. and of course, the new year :)
Have you ever had your heart broken?
shure.
Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
of course. have you ever heard of something called alcohol?
Who was the last person you saw?
my momma
What was the last movie you watched?
mr. magorium's wonder emporium.
Who was the last person you yelled at?
i don't really yell a lot when i'm mad... only if i can't control it anymore.
Do you regret anything that you have done?
i try not to, but you can't help it i guess.
Have you ever cried when you're mad?
shure.
Song you're listening to?
semisonic - secret smile
Last December what was your love life like?
crazy :)
Who's the funniest person you know?
all my friends are funny. that's why they're my friends!
but if i had to choose it would be aussy at 4 am.
and frana when he imitates a statue.
Are you afraid to grow up?
of course not. i love growing up. i'm scared of being grown up.
What is your worst subject in school?
anything numbers. or COM RESEARCH. hahaha
Have you ever been around someone who was high?
how can you go through college and not see at least one person high? hahaha
Three days from now will you be in a relationship?
no. i don't want to take six shots! hahaha. what a weird question.
What is something you wish you had more of?
money? energy and will power to exercise?
Do you like to hold or to be held?
be held.
Do you wash your hair in the shower?
NO i wash it in the toilet bowl.
Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest/fastest for?
no.
Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
yes. :)
Are you usually the first to say sorry when you're in a fight,or the last?
only if i'm wrong. even then, i'd need a minute to swallow my pride.
Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
of course.
Do you plan on hugging the last person you hugged again?
sure!
Are you in a relationship?
no.
Do you think you're approachable?
though i've been told otherwise, i really think i'm an approachable, friendly looking person. :D
Does seeing couples in love make you mad?
of course not. what kind of an embittered, angry person do you think i am?
hahahahaha.
ugly couples doing PDA are annoying though. hahahaha *judgemental*
Who do you tell the most to?
panx. some more than others i guess?
Who was the last person you took a picture with?
my anpa! :)
Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
you mean like romantically? i don't remember when but i remember who and sana naman diba hahaha.
How many times do you talk on the phone a day on average?
only when i don't reply and the person who's trying to reach me gets impatient haha.
How was your day?
it was good :)
Do you have a best friend?
shure :)
Does someone have a crush on you?
i would like to think so. hahahahahahaha!
Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence?
secret.
#2
stayed single almost the whole year?
YES :)
done something you've regretted?
never regret the mistakes you know you're making, and in my case, I always know them.
lost someone?
a friend, yes.
cut class?
yehehes.
were involved in something you'll never forget?
a lot of things i'll never regret. :)
visited a different country?
nope
cooked a gross meal?
yes. i put waaaay too much oil :(
lost something important to you?
yes.
got a gift you adore?
i adore them all :)
dyed your hair?
not dye, but a whole lotta other things tho. hahaha
came close to losing your life?
no.
went to a party?
shure
read a great book?
none that blew me away
saw one of your favorite bands/artists live?
YES. a lot of them, actually. everytime the mary moon roster plays ;) o diba!!! hahahaha
2008: Friends and Enemies
did you meet any new friends this year?
lots :)
did you dislike anyone?
yes. three of them, to be exact. hahahahaha!
did you grow apart from anyone?
yes.
do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?
some, but most of the time they don't matter.
2008: Your BIRTHDAY!
did you have a cake?
yes :)
did you have a party?
yes :) 20 at mcdo katip!
2008: All about YOU
did you change at all this year?
you cannot even imagine.
did you change your style?
yes. :)
were you in school?
yep
did you get good grades?
umm
did you drive?
yes, but for a while i drove scared because first my license expired and then when i had my new own na, my wallet got stolen naman!
did you own a car?
yes :) i declare that i own it! hahaha
did anyone close to you give birth?
yes, apparently. i didn't even know :(
did you move at all?
yes, into katipunan :)
did you go on any vacations?
shure, lots!
would you change anything about yourself now?
YES. I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT.
2008 WRAP UP:
was 2008 a good year?
it was so-so. extremes siya eh. like the beginning was super drama and tiring, and then the summer was intense and awesome, and then the rest of the year had a bajillion ups and downs. extremes to the nth level.
do you think 2009 will be better then 2008?
yes, i'm being optimistic about it :) besides, my horoscope in cosmo said so! hahahahahaha!
I confess that in 2008 I...
(x) stayed single for the whole year
( ) kissed in the snow (SA PINAS?? :|)
(x) celebrated Halloween
(x) had your heart broken
( ) mooned someone
(x) went over the minutes on your cell phone
( ) came out of the closet
( ) had an abortion
(x) done something you've regretted
OTHER
( ) painted a picture
( ) wrote a poem
(x) ran a mile - sure, but not all at once! hahaha
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
( ) posted a blog on MySpace
( ) visited a foreign country
( ) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren't
(x) partied to celebrate the new year
(x) cooked a disastrous meal
( ) lied about how old you were
( ) prank called someone
In 2008 I...
[x] broke a promise
[x] told a little white lie
[x] cried over a broken heart
[x] disappointed someone close
[x] hid a secret
[x] pretended to be happy
[x] slept under the stars - Puerto Galera 2008 :)
[ ] kept your new years resolution
[x] forgot your new years resolution
[x] met someone who changed your life
[ ] met one of your idols - does emailing them count?
[x] changed your outlook on life
[x] sat home all day doing nothing - it's called vacation
[ ] pretended to be sick
[ ] left the country
[ ] almost died
[x] given up on something/someone important to you
[x] lost something expensive - i lose everything :(
[x] learned something new about yourself
[x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
[x] made a change in your life
[x] found out who your true friends were - I hope you choke as I think of you!
[x] met great people
[x] stayed up til sunrise
[x] cried over the silliest thing(s)
[x] had friends who were drifting away from you
[ ] had a high cell phone bill
[x] spent most of your money on food
[ ] had a fist fight - does hitting my fag friend count?
[x] went to the beach with your best friend(s)
[x] gotten sick
[ ] liked more than 5 people at the same time
[x] became closer with a lot of people
Do you think you're wasting your time on the person you like?
Yes.
Can you fill this out without lying?
Shure. Maybe. I dunno. Hahaha.
How late did you stay up last night and why?
Around 4am, because my body clock is messed up that way.
If you could move somewhere else, would you?
Yes.
Who was the last person you had a serious talk with?
Ysab, I guess?
What would you do if someone told your biggest secret?
Probably stab them in the face. Either that or just cut all ties with them, after trying up their underwear onto a flagpole.
Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
Not all relationships, but if you choose wisely, then yes.
Where do you wish you were right now?
Europe. I always wish I were in Europe. Hahaha.
Is anything bothering you right now?
My colds.
Do you like your life right now?
Sherr
What car do you want?
I’m a simple gal. I’d be happy with a Z4 or a Chrysler 300C
What's the best way to tell someone you love them?
Through skywriting. KIDDING just tell them straight off!
Do you want someone back in your life?
Sorta.
Have you ever flirted with someone just to get something?
Sherrr hahahaha
What are you looking forward to this weekend?
It is the weekend! Hahaha. More sleep :3
Do you hate anyone?
Yes.
Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
Yes. Lots of things.
How have you been feeling today?
Still sorta stuffy but less drowsy than yesterday
Do you need to know everything about someone's past?
I don’t need to know it. But if you wanna tell me, then go ahead!
Does it bother you when you text somebody and they never answer?
Sometimes. Sometimes, I forget too so it’s all good hahaha.
Last thing you broke?
My heart. HAHAHAHAHA. Miraculously, I haven’t broken anything in a while. My eyeshadow, I guess!
Last food you ate?
My momma’s awesome Putanesca.
Is there anybody that you trust 100%?
Yup.
Are you satisfied with your life right now?
Sure
Is there anything you want to tell somebody?
Lots of things! I’m quite secretive these days.
Does love scare you?
Sure. Well… the serious kind? Hahahaha.
Do you believe ex's can be friends?
On very special cases. More often than not, no.
What would you do if you won the lottery?
Buy lots of stuff….? Hahaha. Travel, f’realz.
Night out or night in?
Depends :)
Were you happy when you woke up today?
Yes, because I slept for almost 12 hours :)
Honestly, do you like anyone at the moment?
Hmm… not like like, but I have like a bajillion crushes.
Last time you were confused?
All the time. I’m confused right now! Hahaha
Are you a jealous person?
Yes, unfortunately.
Are you hurt easily?
Depends on how important the person is to me. If you’re not, how could you possible hurt me?
Where is your phone?
Beside me
Do you smoke weed regularly?
HAHAHA Whatta question!!!
Are you playing hard to get right now?
Yes, hard to get by my treadmill and any form of exercise.
What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Eating with my family and our Pastor’s family.
Look behind you, what do you see?
My bed and way too much stuff on it.
What's on your schedule for tomorrow?
Church, and then more SLEEP!
What was the worst feeling you last felt? Not being able to breath :|
Last thing you and your ex boyfriend/girlfriend talked about? - hahahaha
Interested in anyone at the moment? Sorta kinda but not really
Have a best friend? Sure!
Are you in a good mood right now? Pretty much. Except for my cold. :(
Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone for over an hour? Oh wow, I don’t remember.
Who is the last person that called you? Reggie!
What made you sad today? My cold. Hahahaha.
Has a boy/girl ever called you babe/baby? Yes, all of the above! Hahaha
What are you doing Tuesday? Next Tuesday is New Year’s Eve Eve so I’ll still probably still just lying around or going out.
Will your next kiss be a mistake? No kiss is ever a mistake.
Have you ever kissed on a boat? Nah
Do you have to check in with your parents before you go some place? When I’m in the south, Yes. Their house their rules!
Do you mind being cold? I love the cold!
Do you trust all of your friends? All of my real friends, yes.
Are you afraid of falling in love? Afraid? No. It’s a whole other feeling that I can’t quite put my finger on.
Have you held hands with anybody in the past week? I haven’t held hands in the longest time :O
Biggest annoyance in your life right now? My cold! Hahahaha
Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize? No.
Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? Yes :)
What's something you really want right now, be honest? An 18-inch waistline. Hahahaha!
If your doctor said you were pregnant, what would you do? LIARRRRR
Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love? Once, I planned to, but then I have realized that it’s a huge mistake. I would only move there if I really wanted to, and not just for the person.
What is something you wish you had more of? Moolah. Hahahaha. Materialistic bitch!
Are you taller than your mom? WHY YES THANKYOUVERYMUCH.
Do you think you are a good person? Yes :)
Do you believe that you can change for someone? Why would I ever want to do that?
Describe your life for the past month in one word. Steady
Does your ex hate you? I don’t think so! Hahahaha.
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a T? Kiss I… don’t remember.
Would you get married if you could right now? HELL NO. Wachu talking about?! I’m 20, fool!!!
Is the last person you kissed mad at you? Yes. Kapal nga ng mukha eh.
How did you feel when you woke up today? Still kind of sleepy.
Your ex shows up at your door what do you do? Uh… ask him what he’s doing at my door? Hahaha.
Are you in a good mood? Okay lang I guess. Hey wait you asked this already!
Do you prefer warm or cold weather? Cold but not TOO cold.
Is any part of your body sore? My neck
Have you told anybody you loved them today and meant it? Yes!
What's worse: liars or cheaters? Cheaters more often than not lie about their cheating, because malamang, who would accept a cheater? I think Liars are worse tho. Cheaters can be honest about cheating, I guess?
Are you okay with your boyfriend/girlfriend being friends with an ex? Hmm… 50/50
Why do people continue to smoke when they know the effects of it? Because the effects don’t take place right away, and all these people can feel are the instant good effects. Hahaha.
When and whose was the last girls clothes you wore? Right now and MINE. What an effing stupid question.
Who was the last person you took a picture with? My sister. We were pretending to be gangsta.
Are you good at hiding your feelings? Yes.
How is life going for you right now? K lang.
What were you doing yesterday at 12:00 noon? Asleep.
Do you have empty alcohol bottles hidden anywhere? They’re on display in my room. Hahaha
Could you ever be friends with someone that broke your heart? No.
Are you a Twilight fan, or do you find the whole craze annoying? I think the whole making-a-tagalog-version-of-it is way more annoying than the series itself.
Are there any bands/artists you like, even though their music is really just crap? Well, it’s not crap to me! Hahaha
Is/Was your school's focus more on sports, academics, or the arts? ICA? Sports.
If you live in the United States, do you live in one of the original thirteen colonies? Wtfffff
Are Disney movies overrated? NO! :(
What's the worst movie you've ever seen? A.I., That movie with Lisa Kudrow, a whole lotta B-teen-movies.
While we're on movies, books or movies? Books for leisure, but movies for when I’m too tired to think.
Which is more useful: French or Spanish? Spanish.
Where are your favorite band/artist from? New Jersey
iPods or zunes? iPods.
Ozzie Osborne is the perfect anti-drug ad. Yes or no? Eh…
Zip-up or pullover hoodies? Zip-ups!
How old were you when you learned to ride a bike? I don’t remember eh! I’ve been riding them ever since I can remember.
Do your friends' parents tend to like you? Yes! I can’t stand it when parents don’t like me. Hahaha.
Walmart or Target? Target.
Do you go shopping on Black Friday? What a random thing to ask…
What was your first pet's name? We had a black dog named batman or robin or something like that. The earliest I can remember though, it a hamster named Mitch. I want to buy another hamster!
What did you do for your last birthday? Mcdonalds party + team manila’s daily grind sessions
Do you remember your parents' anniversary? Sure! Aug 5, two days before my birthday.
Are you/would you want to be an organ donor? Sure!
How often do you wash your hair? Everyday.
Did you/do you plan to move out once you're Nah. This isn’t the states. I’d be fine with completely moving out once I’m done with college tho.
I've made
Top Ten Highlights of 2008
1. The summer that we will always remember.
2. Moving To Katipunan.
3. Still having this:
4. Learning to appreciate this:
5. Knowing who my real friends are.
6. Mary Moon Productions
7. Puerto Galera with friends
Next time, tayong lahat na ah? :)
8. Turning 20 (and being 20)
9. Tying up years and years worth of loose ends.
10. Every single up that came after the down, and viceversa, every single new person that entered my life, and ever single new thing that I experienced.
But I guess in the end I think I just realized that it doesn't matter what I say, or it doesn't matter the things that happened in the last 366 days (leap year!), all that matters is that I came out alive and well and a better person in most ways, and knowing that in the rest of the ways, I need some thinking over.
So I guess since this is the first entry for 2009 (2009 naaaaaaaaaaaaa! 2009 na?!) it's as good a time as any to start this:
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The rules are that for 8 days, you have to post something that made you happy that day. Tag 8 people to do the same.
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ahnnabananadeathtoselloutsthecuteonekills_jedi_knight_chichan_ysandaangsalitajoshi_yopulpfacts Day 1: Day three at Makati Shang!
1. Breakfast buffet - can hardly move... :p~
2. Terrycloth bathrobes - I wanna sneak it home!
3. Aussybaby
deathtosellouts AKA my only friend (hahaha) comes home today!
4. That it's a new year, duh.
5. Feather pillows and clean white sheets. :D
It's a new year! Wah! It's the new year! No resolutions this year, just one (anglabo) and I really think I can keep it this time. Hee.
Happy New Year my lovelies!