Day 2 - The Saga Continues
So far, so good? Whatever that statement means...I'm a wreck and I know it *claps her hands* I've managed another day, went out to eat with my nephew and daughter at Applebee's and then went grocery shopping. Came home and managed to clean the catbox out without throwing up everywhere. Cleaned my daughter's room, made her bed, picked up the house a bit, put away the folded clothes...and ate some grapes.
Emotionally, i'm up and down stil but I guess its expected of me to act that way. I'm still paranoid about what my husband will have to deal with when he's in Louisiana. I know i'm probably driving people nuts talking about it but I have no idea how/if i'm going to be able to console him when he gets back here. How do you comfort someone who's been dealing with "death" on an everyday basis. *shakes head* Maybe im just over-reacting but I love this man too much to just be able to sit there and do nothing for him. From what i could tell before he left he seemed to be cool, calm, and collected about it. What he was really feeling underneath he never let on he was nervous or unsure about it, which is like him. I think now he may beging to realize there is more to life than worrying over stupid stuff or making it on time everywhere, because life is too short and too precious.
Emotionally, i'm up and down stil but I guess its expected of me to act that way. I'm still paranoid about what my husband will have to deal with when he's in Louisiana. I know i'm probably driving people nuts talking about it but I have no idea how/if i'm going to be able to console him when he gets back here. How do you comfort someone who's been dealing with "death" on an everyday basis. *shakes head* Maybe im just over-reacting but I love this man too much to just be able to sit there and do nothing for him. From what i could tell before he left he seemed to be cool, calm, and collected about it. What he was really feeling underneath he never let on he was nervous or unsure about it, which is like him. I think now he may beging to realize there is more to life than worrying over stupid stuff or making it on time everywhere, because life is too short and too precious.