December 21, 2009.
So.. Okay, I was going to start this entry off about how tired I am...and woe is me, UNTIL I look over at the middle eastern man to my left that's on Computer #4 ( I am at the library, can't wait til' we get our computer this week for Xmas..Mac Desktop, hell yes..) picking his nose...it's like there are 24 people around here all on computers and he
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About Gabi.. yes it was very traumatic for me, and I'm very grateful I am on Methadone because I probably would have OD'ed by now...and I know my husband would have.. it's getting easier though. Usually I'm very closed off about things, but since this happened it's a lot easier to talk about it, then holding my feelings in, so I have talked and talked and talked about it, and that's made it seem real to me, making it easier to actually deal with because again normally I disassocaiate, I'm really not good with negative situations like this, especially of this magnitude..but I wouldn't wish it on anyone. I have really good faith as a Christian though, and I know one day we'll meet again in Heaven, and I know that she's in a way better place than this dump..( Earth) but I'm actually at the MAC store with my husband right now..and we're picking up our computer soo I'll have everyday internet access not just when I choose to go to my mom's or the library...so keep in touch, by mail or this...I will be...! Much love
Autumn
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