Oct 25, 2004 19:50
I am sick. I threw up 3x today, but I havent slept as good as I did today since they put me on risphidol. I feel so sick.
But anyways let me tell you a funny story. Yes I smoke out of my window, my mom knows. she goes into my room, sees the window open, and assumes that I was smoking. When the funny thing is, my cat climbs into my window to get in. So, she got mad and I don't like being accused of things that I didn't do. so I threw my bowl of cereal at her. She got so pissed off told me to leave...again. than I go to hit her, missed, than she gets ontop of me and starts shaking me picking me up and throwing me, I have three bruises on my head and my wrists are still sore. you wanna talk about family disfunction.
She was threatening me saying that she was going to send me back to the hospital, and saying that I was the family fuck up. When she was hitting me I really thought I was going to pass out.
I was really excited to get my fairy costume this year, it would only cost $14, but I couldn't get it. Really disapointed, mommy said no. She just kept on fighting with me all this weekend...it sucked big lucas dick.
Umm...this neverending conflict with danika is not coming to a stop, but honestly, it doesn't bother me at all. I guess I've been called a kunt, slut, bitch and every name in the book, i guess it doesn't matter.
I suck dick...big cock...what I would do if I had a penis. I could just whip it out and urinate everywhere. O man, to be able to go pp with a penis. that'd be so cool.
One more note: I'd like to say that I do not do drugs anymore...but I guess it still seems that way. I guess i've done so many drugs last year that I am on a permanent burn out. Looking back on last year, I don't even know how I made it...I am the mesiah.