Oct 18, 2004 17:30
Well, I'm kind of at the point where nothing is new, everything that I'm going through I've already been through. I'm kind of tired of it. I'm sitting here just thinking well, ok I'm not dumb...I"M NOT!!! I don't care what you say. Sorry I was talking to my frined, I'm not crazy. But ummm...yea, so, I'm really bored with my life sitting here and reminising everything in my life, nothing seems real to me anymore. I dont feel like I have any compainion in this world. I just have to say...I'm so lonely. I used to have my frineds that would protect me and listen to me, but they've all faded.
Jon, why'd you have to leave me? I miss you.
Chris why's you have to get into that acident? you haven't been the same.
Adam, why'd you have to leave me? I'm lost without you. You had all of my heart.
Georgia why'd you have to start doing coke? I'm so worried.
courey, Why'd you have to leave me. Nothing's been the same.
Jordan, why have we drifted?
Ryan, I'm sorry for your family problems.
Danika why do you cry out for attention like that? what happened in your life to make you do the things you do?
Jay, I'm sorry for what she said about you.
Lauren, why do you trwat me the way you do?
Casey, I'm sorry for...whatever.
Sinan what did you go through to make you do the things you do to girls? all my friends...you've hurt them so.
Ben why'd you have to do that to me? I'm so confused...pcp...you broke my heart. I have never known so much pain. I'll never know what's real and what's not anymore.
Matt, why did you lie? I blew you, what do you want?
Andrea why'd you drift away?
Dan, I'm sorry for your sister.
Nadalie, why'd you have to kill yourself? I would have gone with you. You knew my pain.
Alicia, why do you have to do the things I do? we're so alike, but don't fade away.
Everyone I know goes away in the end.
-Jhonny Cash.
Nothing's the same. No one's here anymore. I'm all alone.