Jul 20, 2005 14:14
My MRI eas today. Omg. That was the SCARIEST thing ever. Okay, I'm really closterphobic. I mean REALLY closterphobic & you are put on this like long board thing & moved into this long tube. You can't see out..you can't see the docter. All you see is the top of the tube thing. It was like being in a tanning bed w/ no way out. "Your own coffin" I like to call it. So yeah he puts me in there for my first x-ray & he leaves the room. I have NO idea what to expect. So yeah i'm laying in this tube..for like..10 minutes..nothing happens. I'm starting to freak out..my hearts beating really fast & i was breathing hard.
Right when I was about to scream LET ME OUT the machine started making this noise so I knew I had to be still. Then in my ears I hear the docter say "This will be about 2 and a half mins..just stay still."
So yeah then I had to keep comin out to get these things put in my mouth to keep my jaw open. & then I was left in there for like 20 minutes w/ this thing holding my mouth wide open :(
All & all..IT SUCKED. & it was scary as shit.
I hope everything comes out okay though. I should know by tomm. sometime.
I think I might be going to see The Wedding Crashers tonight but I don't know. Hmm..
I got my car back today! yay.
I'm giving up. You make no effort to see me anymore, you don't even call me anymore. Why should I wait around for you? Well, I'm not. Not anymore. While you're off doing your thing I'ff be off doing mine. "Omg i wana see you so badly" PSH. whatever. I asked you to hangout today thru text..have you called? NO. Where are you? Prolly out riding around. You say all these things but you show NO effort. So I'm through waiting for you.