just don't let the human factor fail to be a factor at all.
i feel the end of an era. i never prepared for it, although i'd considered it's arrival. i'm on my feet but without my niche. i've learned some hard lessons. i'm more savvy now with the reality of being better as opposed to the illusion of being better. i've dwelled on all i've done wrong in the past 4 years, and i'm embarrassed by lots, proud of myself for lots, grateful for knowing the difference, and more grateful that i'm now content. alot of my personality hinders my spoken feelings, and it's been a blessing and a curse. i've been feeling more like a silent interpreter than my own einstein.. and by just knowing this i'm sure i'll work out the things that will come.