I put an old scratched up Rilo Kiley cd in my car today because as much as I love Spanish radio, it gets tiring. But Jenny Lewis had a few words for me I almost forgot!:.... you'll be better and you'll be smarter and more grown up and a better daughter (or son) and a real good friend. you'll be awake you'll be alert you'll be positive though it ( Read more... )

Tomorrow I'm leaving for Florida to visit Sam, which makes it feel appropriate to write here. She was the one, anyway, who introduced me to lj sooo many years ago ( Read more... )

LJ,
You didn't fail my reminiscent side.

Reminisce with me.

I triple my feet and stare at the ground and know I've been a dancer all along. I've been glad to dance, and words will never make up for what you do.

Somebody will need someone. Someone found you, and you're hanging around because you want some.

Love you,
Your Ex Always;)

I feel so overwhelmed tonight. All of these things I'll take care of in the morning... but oh these damned things. The speeding ticket, the hospital bill, the egg surrogacy, the boss, and school. The constant boss along with the constant school.I'm upset about my lack of time and money for fun things. I'm upset when my boyfriend doesn't understand ( Read more... )

imaginary audience!

It's taken me a lot of time to understand the process of "working towards" things. "Achieving" what you want. I've always been more of the "Instant Gratification" type ( Read more... )

Dear Munson, please be uber cute this week, because i love you and want to keep and potty train you, but daddy needs some convincing.

i can find cute in most anything, but a fuzzy puppy who has taken up a trust in you, and curls up on top of your feet to zonk out, is by far the most precious. jesus christ, get off my heart strings.

i feel the end of an era. i never prepared for it, although i'd considered it's arrival. i'm on my feet but without my niche. i've learned some hard lessons. i'm more savvy now with the reality of being better as opposed to the illusion of being better. i've dwelled on all i've done wrong in the past 4 years, and i'm embarrassed by lots, proud of ( Read more... )

i just got an email from a friend i haven't seen in years but keep in touch with regularly. he is maniacally smart, and i feel the need to quote him on a bit of what he sent, it is so fitting ( Read more... )

i woke up to such a good day. besides the half soggy banana i had for breakfast, then the rest. here i will bite my tongue(or watch what i type) because i have nothing else nice to say. it has never been harder to bite my tongue.