must be the season of the witch
maybe going back to school really will be a weight off my shoulders like simply going back to the mva and getting a real license was. the novelty of being young and wreckless is finally starting to wear off, and now that it's out of the way i may be able to narrow down my mind and priorities together. i've never been good at enjoying something without having it all at once. so now that i've had my fill, maybe now i can move on to deeper more progressive trial and errors.