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i feel like i've lost a spark i had before. i can't tell if it's age, maturity, depression, confusion, comfortability, or happiness. i don't think there is anything missing, i just feel like something got lost. i need to start forcing myslelf to write. josh has a few songs for us but i don't have the lyrics. we've got this epic duoso we still haven't touched upon, but we're beginning to. we agreed that we need to get over our musical insecurities in order to be musically compatible. it's a whole level we haven't explored. i think our songs will be magic once they're underway. it just seems like a lot of fun. i wish we both had a week off to just wake up and write and be productive.