Jan 04, 2008 04:19
i am angry tonight.
i feel disgusting...my skin is crawling again.
my face is in flames.
knots tear my stomach apart..and i am burning while frozen.
i desperately want to know he is dead.
it hit me the other day..
the cutting.
a phrase
i use so often "i would cut him to pieces"
i hate myself most violently when i remind myself of him
stupid stupid blind girl.
why did it take you so long to see this?