too much to handle...
Hey everyone... today is going on forever... wouldnt you know i forgot my science and math binders in my locker... just to make the day better LoL... Today got me thinkin al lot about i want in the future... I mean I look at my life and to tell you the truth, I'm really bored with it... I want to do something new maybe a new school or something... I need some type of change...my life is just dull, all my friends fight, my classes suck, skating is getting to be less and less often by the week, i dunno its just gay right now...
I brought my application into the skating rink today, I really hope I can get the job, coaching pays sooo well. Plus it will get me out of the house ;) I saw Justin there we ended up talking for about three hours it was cool he wants change too...he might quit hockey which sucks cause hes amazing at it...
Im so confused about this issue... I really don't know what to feel or how I feel, just when I think I know, the perspective changes and I don't know anymore (... if you know who im talking about tell me what you think...) I wish I knew it would make things a lot easier cause right now its just not...
i might start drivers ed tomarrow...itll be fun...im going skating tomarrow too if anyone wants to come i need to buy justin a birthday gift and mymdad a fathers day gift...i need money
my mom wants to join a church again lmao her church...? ya that'll happen whatever...im joining up scouts again next year i wamt to get my gold award and i figured since im doing a community service project anyways might as well get something for it...still bored...
GOALS FOR THE SUMMER:
1)START SERVICE PROJECT
2)LOOSE EXTRA SET OF BOOBAGE...lOl
3)GET LISCENSE AND DRIVE AWAY FOR A WEEKEND WITH NO PLANS ON WHERE ILL END UP...
4)GET A BOYFRIEND WHO ACTUALLY CARES TO HAVE A REALATIONSHIP AND SIT ON THE BEACH AT SUNSET MAKING OUT WITH HIM...(so its a lil deep lol but tough live with it)
5)HAVE A BEACH PARTY WEEKEND
6)CHILLAX WITH MY MONSON PEEPS (and spfld peeps...most of you)
thats enough for now i guess as i think of more i'll post them up threre but ya im gonna find someone i can snag notes from so ican study and not fail...
~~~*Heather*~~~