Apr 25, 2011 06:47
Woke up at 5:00am an hour before my alarm went off. Couldn't fall back to sleep. Just as well I suppose, extra time to get ready and I can get there early so I have time to acclimate to being at work.
I somehow don't feel ready to go, don't feel ready to answer the phone perky and happy sounding. I guess I'll have to use my best acting skills, I can fake it, I hope.
I am still so incredibly angry at my brother I don't even know what to do with it. I'm seriously thinking of going to see a therapist. I want to get over this.