Focus
I think I need to get this out before I talk to him again because I know my mind is going to change once I do.
What exactly AM I doing? I mean ... he said it himself that he still has problems with me. Not one ... but several. The fact of the matter is that I am not going to change. THIS is Danielle. Literally, am I supposed to sit here and wait for him to realize that so my life can be yanked out from under me once again? I need to seriously contemplate what I want and not settle for any less. I cannot continue to have my heart played with and need to be blunt about it when I feel as if he is not treating me right. Sure, I can see that future with him. But that future is not going to last if I let him run the show.
He has no reason to settle for me ... I am just Danielle. Sure we fell in love, but not everyone you fall for is going to be the right person for you. I CANNOT get my hopes up anymore. And I also need to count on him not being the one I 'can' spend the rest of my life with. Sure I love him, a lot. But is he good for me? And does he have MY best interest at heart?????
What exactly AM I doing? I mean ... he said it himself that he still has problems with me. Not one ... but several. The fact of the matter is that I am not going to change. THIS is Danielle. Literally, am I supposed to sit here and wait for him to realize that so my life can be yanked out from under me once again? I need to seriously contemplate what I want and not settle for any less. I cannot continue to have my heart played with and need to be blunt about it when I feel as if he is not treating me right. Sure, I can see that future with him. But that future is not going to last if I let him run the show.
He has no reason to settle for me ... I am just Danielle. Sure we fell in love, but not everyone you fall for is going to be the right person for you. I CANNOT get my hopes up anymore. And I also need to count on him not being the one I 'can' spend the rest of my life with. Sure I love him, a lot. But is he good for me? And does he have MY best interest at heart?????