i hate feeling
today was rather tiring. although i did nothing at all. just sat around and wtached the tv. haha. it's my life as of now. especially since my girlfriend is grounded as of right now. but she's at the mall with her mom and so hopefully things will work out. i hope so. because saturday is supppose to be the bets night ever. for the both of us. can you say hottboys+dinnerxdate=fantastic!!!!! yeah yeah. we'll see though. i'm now a member of the never-dating-mililan-boys-because-they-suck club. ahahaha. it's a vow to myself. to many bad memories with those boys. plus the countdown continues. six more days until school. gawd, help me please. i feel like dying before i have to setp foot on that piece of shit again! one more year. one more year.
and i really want to write for my career. i was talking to this boy (not to mention beautiful) and he goes to the art acadamy in chicago. and he loves it there. he's inspiring me more and more every day. i want to go there and just pain or photograph people all day. i want to sell my writing on the street. and have a husband with dogs and a lot of music that surrounds us everyday. we'll live in a studio. i just want to be happy in life and not work at a job i hate. i don't want it to be school all over again. i would die if it turned out that way. i guess we all have our reasons of why we want our lives to turn out a specific way. and i have my own.
i am always rambling on about anything on this lj. but i love it. it doesn't compare to xanga though. it's better. although my comments are slim i don't care. lj, you have my heart. but i still have my xanga. it got to me first. haha. everyone is leaving xanga now. ahahaha. sad :[
&& i got ms. beautiful angela's (lj: silentwrekage) letter today!!!! i love her. because she is absolutely wonderful. and i am going to canada in may for a vacation. i cannot wait. it's going to be too awesome. i love you loverlovergirrrl<3
and i really want to write for my career. i was talking to this boy (not to mention beautiful) and he goes to the art acadamy in chicago. and he loves it there. he's inspiring me more and more every day. i want to go there and just pain or photograph people all day. i want to sell my writing on the street. and have a husband with dogs and a lot of music that surrounds us everyday. we'll live in a studio. i just want to be happy in life and not work at a job i hate. i don't want it to be school all over again. i would die if it turned out that way. i guess we all have our reasons of why we want our lives to turn out a specific way. and i have my own.
i am always rambling on about anything on this lj. but i love it. it doesn't compare to xanga though. it's better. although my comments are slim i don't care. lj, you have my heart. but i still have my xanga. it got to me first. haha. everyone is leaving xanga now. ahahaha. sad :[
&& i got ms. beautiful angela's (lj: silentwrekage) letter today!!!! i love her. because she is absolutely wonderful. and i am going to canada in may for a vacation. i cannot wait. it's going to be too awesome. i love you loverlovergirrrl<3