Jan 04, 2004 01:38
ok. so break is going well. one more week left before i head back to the shithole. i fucking hate that place to the max. gawd, just kill me now before i have to return to those bastards that roam those fucking halls. anyways. break has been good.
my girlfriend has been over a lot. haha. can't seem to get rid of her but it's ok because i lover her and she's part of the family now. haha. literally. i don't think her parents want her back. ohh well. i'll take her. i might just make a drawer in my room just for her. yeah so late night talks & chocolate chips with coke are always the way to go. we've had some pretty shitty nights too. she's seems me at my fucking worst&my best ever. so it's all good. && late night dance partays in my room are always in need. madonna, you are welcome any time. ohhh and how i love getting down to outkast. those boys move me like none other. how they attract so many is beyond me. i love them so. haha. gangster gangster music for life! (notice how i didn't say gangstA) so many sleepovers and soo many memories.
and too all of you xanga whores out there too i have one (ms_killxit) for any of you who still use your xanga. might i add that xanga gives you a lot of new friends.
pssst, can i tell you a secret? i might have found a boy<3 he is actually from here! haha. hawaii kai to be exact. he's in a band& he sings & plays guitar & has that beautiful long hair i love. not to mention he loves moives & reads (he likes the library<3) & he likes to dance too. haha. ohh my, he might be a keeper. but we've only been talking online. i'm not sure if anything will happen. haha. but i have to be optomistic about these things you know? i will never date a mililani boy. EVER! to many bad expieriences with those boys. gahh. haha. but yes, we are in the works i suppose. we might actually have a dinnerxdate on saturday. ohh, i love dates<3 & hopefully this pulls through. i hate having my hear broken all of the time. soo, let's just hope that this is for real. because i sure am ready to do something with this boy probelm i have. ohh i'm just so giddy right about now.
right now i'm just sitting here with the girlfriend making a xanga. haha. great. our life. & how grand it is<3