ugh what is this i feel when i am next to him again. Why these feelings NOW that i plan to move on. Is God testing me or punishing me for making that drastic decision? not really sure if i like what i am feeling. yea feelings are feelings no matter what i cant hide them but why are they back?. its harder no that there is someone willing to give me ( Read more... )

So yep, tonight is graduation. Im excited to be done with that.as of now i am a registered massage therapist.Now all i need is to hit the books and study extremely hard for my Texas exam. eeekkk then ill be a licensed Massage Therapist. :) Im happy about that that but not being able to get a job for now sux... im thinking about applying at daycares ( Read more... )

my baby jace and his momma♥

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i love girls night out, its like an escape from everything and everyone at home lol... especially when you have drama with the one you love :(
if it wasnt for the girls and Chrisy poo i would go crazzyyy!!
Mama Margies tacos are the best following with margaritas!!
i hate hangovers! lol

ugh..im here again deciding whether to dye my hair again or not :/
most likely i will, cant wait longer to get extensions and it doesnt seem like its gonna happen soon, i rather wait till winter..aha...
so here we go again, damaging my hair...im never happy :(
hahahha dont know what style to go with...
ill figure it out!
haha
<3

school was super long yesterday and today. Today we learned how to give MATERNITY massage, which was really cool. OMG, i got to give and recieve a ONE HOUR massage at school (once again) gaw, it was grrrreeeaatt :D.. I loved it! the only thing i hate is that i felt sleepy and tired afterwards :( i want more..aha... so yea now i have to do 18 hrs of ( Read more... )

So last night i had a BLAST! Carlos and i went out :) making it up for not going out sunday...I GOT MY NEW PHONE!!! yay!
loves it! So it was one of my bf's bday, and as fat as we are, it was at Chili's..lol i got super fool and Carlos had to finish my food..hehe... its been a while since all the girls have been together! glad i went :D

ive noticed that NONE of my friends have to do any GUY "work"..includes yard work, building things etc...lol...but I AM THE EXCEPTION!! hahah i guess since my dad doesnt have any more boys to do the job.."I", yes i have to do it....ugh, i hate it! im not a boy!! hahaha i guesssss :/

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ok well i havent really been updating this, but anyway, going to SOUTH PADRE this past week was the "get away" i needed..it and "they" made me think hard about life..my life...:(....


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