May 01, 2004 23:44
I don't think anyone wants me around anymore.
I don't know what I expected, some sort of phone revelation, and then the number changed, and I don't get calls anymore. I didn't before, but I felt like maybe I could. And now it's beyound impossible.
I just feel so out of place. I used to feel more social, and I used to talk more.. And now I have my boyfriend and my best friend. There's nothing to say. There were more, but when my relationship fell through with one person, it fell through with all their fucking friends.
I thought you all were my friends. I didn't expect it to ever come this way.