Aug 11, 2005 09:41
I am not: arrogant, but I'm not fully convinced.
I hurt: when I work hard for something that I want, but don't get it.
I love: Haagen Dazs Raspberry Sorbet
I hate: hating
I fear: total failure, and giving up when it comes.
I hope: that eventually I will come to a time when I am fully happy with everything.
I hear: a mack truck passing by the office
I crave: cross reference: I love
I regret: many things, but I'm learning to look past them and move on
I cry: at random times; usually in despair or frustration
I care: a lot more than I should at times, not enough at other times.
I always: try to see both sides of things, and to be optimistic
I long to: find happiness in whatever I do
I feel alone: rarely, but I'd rather feel alone than lonley
I listen: attentively, except when there's a computer in front of me.
I hide: my feelings sometimes in fear, or my problems when I feel that I can handle them myself
I drive: no more than 9 miles above the speed limit
I sing: if it's a song that I don't crack while singing
I dance: if I feel like dancing, and depending on my blood alcohol content
I write: moreso, and better, when I am feeling down.
I breathe: normally, but I take deep breaths when I feel the need to concentrate and relax
I play: Sims 2 (shut up)
I miss: a time with more money and less bills
I have: so many things that I want in life, family that cares for me, and friends that I can rely on.
I give: as much as I can take, and I would like to give more.
I fight: with my brain and heart
I wait: for... hell, I don't know!
I need: right about now, more energy
I am: a dreamer; a believer, and sometimes a blind optimist
I think: about so damn much
I can't: ... think of anything to put here.
I stay: out of affairs that don't pertain to me.
I search: for a better understanding of myself
I learn: from my mistakes, and I try hard not to make the same mistakes twice
I feel: strangely awake despite 5 and a half hours of sleep
I know: that eventually I'll find peace, understanding and happiness (I'm such a Buddhist!)
I say: things off the top of my head!
I fail: when I allow myself to succumb to my problems
I dream: a lot; and my dreams at night are always strange, but interesting
I sleep: to the engineered sound of ocean waves.
I wonder: What my life has in store for me
I want: cross reference: I crave; I love
I worry: too little at times, and I wonder if that is good or bad.