Oct 10, 2005 12:20
Have you ever seen someone that you used to like several years ago? Did you get the same feeling I got today? All your nerves cry out in unison, like a psychic iron-maiden. Your heart seems to shrivel in your chest. Everything you were thinking of moments ago, are long gone, and give way to the overwhelming sense that you are hideous. It takes every ounce of concentration to keep your hands from shaking off the steering wheel.
I think it would be foolish for me to deny it at this point. I love her. I don't understand it either. Sad but true. I can't say she has really done anything to warrant it, but I am in that mode that they always make mention of in children's movies. It's not a feeling you can try to reason with. Whether she deserves it or not, it's true.
She will never understand how much I love her, and I will never understand why.
If my fucking computer worked, I would be gaming away my sorrow right now.
I guess it's time for some new guitar strings...