My Life is One Big Cliche

[mrwhite0809]

I have a headache. A bad one. Borderline migraine, and I got it from playing racquetball. This usually happens 9 out of 10 times, but this one is particularly bad and has not gone away. I have been having so many mixed feelings as of late, that I am thoroughly confused enough to satisfy me the rest of my life. I really thought I had things figured

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[ltjustin350]

Yeah, totally an experiement. It had nothing to do with her wondering if you guys got along. Nothing at ALL to do with her wanting you guys back to normal because she misses you guys being friends and our circle of friends. You're fucking right. Boy oh boy, let me tell you what. Alllll she wanted was for me to say "HOOOOOOOOO SHIT! THEY FREAKED THE FUCK OUT, THEY STARTED FIGHTING AND WOOOOOOO BABY, THAT WAS CWAAAAAAAAZY". She was sorely disappointed.

Yeah, I never thought you would shoot anyone either, but that fucking entry was ridiculous. I don't care if you say you'll never shoot anyone saying to back the fuck off cause you're going to blow away the back of our skull? Yeah, fuck that, and fuck who said it.

I'm not going to change my view on this.

Dave: You can't justify your entry. Our friendship to you wasn't as strong as it was to us, plain and simple. Or maybe you're just too immature. Or both! I'm not doubting that.

Rachel: You suck. Never thought one person could singlehandedly cause sooo many problems. You're a dumb bitch and Dave didn't deserve everything you've caused him.

Hopefully I'll never see either of you again.

[rabbitray1]

i thought you weren't going to read what we said. sorry, i forgot that i am a dumb bitch that was accepted into ivy league schools. oops

[ltjustin350]

Oh god I just read this and I HAVE to respond.

Now, when someone comments, there's a very peculiar combination of letters, numbers and weird looking symbols under the username. And after years and years of trying to figure out what they mean, I think I figured it out. Now, the ####-##-## I BELIEVE is the date of the post. And maybe you can correct me on this, but I think the ##:## is the time of the post. Now if you would look at the time of the post you commented on, and the post above that I commented, you will see that they are very different. ....strange. I believe that the post I posted that said I wasn't going to say anything else was AFTER the one above. So...what does this all mean, you ask?

You're a dumbass bitch.

By the way, know who else went to an Ivy League school? George W. Bush! And I guess by your reasoning, Dave's a dumbass cause he goes to YSU.

[rabbitray1]

okay justin, yes, i realized after i commented that your comments weren't in order by time. my mistake. dave pointed it out, but i didn't care, plus your rebuttals kind of make my day.

our president also came from a prominent, wealthy family, with ties, meaning a much more likely chance to attend/be accepted into an Ivy league school. Clearly, with my parents and background, i do not have those advantages. I logged in the hours and interviews for my acceptances. I may be a dumbass bitch when it comes to relationships (of all sorts), but the academia i am capable of.

I never said YSU was a school for dumb people. I took classes there, so unless i am insulting myself...

I applied to YSU, thank you. I just had options i preferred more. YSU wasn't/isn't current my school,at least not right now. It is too close to home.

[ericcrasheslj]

There's a difference between getting good grades and being dumb. You know how to crunch numbers and figure out things - Congratulations. On the other hand, you're dumb, socially, because you simply don't understand and probably never will understand the reason that a great deal of the people you interact with can't stand your presence. I know the feeling is mutual when it comes to me - I instigated arguments with you and made fun of you because, not only was it fun and funny to me, but it made you mad (++ for me) and it was an attempt to knock you down a notch. Something along the lines of trying to make you see that you're not worth all the bragging you constantly do about yourself. Nobody cares that you got into the air force academy or whatever - nobody wants to hear about it every time we see you. Stop talking about yourself for 10 seconds and maybe you'll realize that other topics of conversation exist.

You can wave your grades and accomplishments around all you want, but unless you show an interest in what other people, their lives, and what they're doing, a conversation with you won't be a conversation, it will always be a one-sided session of you waiting for your turn to talk. Maybe you'll realize it now, or maybe you'll realize it in 10 years, but there's a reason that Pride is one of the 7 Deadly Sins. It's okay to have pride in something you do or what you have done, but either taking any opportunity you have to rub it in everybody that you know's face or simply just relishing in your own ego throughout all of your life just won't work.

I hope that if you do end up reading this, you can try and listen to the things I said. Instead of automatically arguing with them, take a step back and think to yourself that maybe there's a reason people are badmouthing you right now other than the drama you had caused between Dave and Dave's friends (notice how I didn't say circle of friends - I think the only person that likes you out of the bunch of us, aside from Dave, is Preston.)

Have a nice day - maybe what I said will sink in and cause you to react with humility instead of pride. For once.

p.s. lol this is almost a week too late, but reading this like people had told me to slipped my mind for a week or so.

[ltjustin350]

Until I decided to act like retarded whore, I believe that Matt genuinely liked me. Your brother, although I did not know him as well, I believe that he could "stand my presence". I have never had a serious problem with Dave Tharp or Frister (once I got to know him). It seems that you and Justin are the ones with the issues against me. The difference being that Justin was civil and actually quite nice to me until I decided to insult one of his friends for my own gain. I am not saying that you have never been civil to me, but not I alone have witnessed you trying to take me down in front of others. I know that as a freshman, sophomore, and even now I may be ridiculously proud (arrogant too) but I do take interest in other people's lives. I used to ask about Geneva....

I enjoyed mostly everyone's company (all at some points) and yes, I know I was the one that jeopardized it continually and eventually ended it. I also do believe that people do not want to hear about the air force academy every time I open my mouth; I know that that is unnecessary, but (even though I know my justification is not enough for you) I am proud. I am I admit it. So what? The seven deadly sins? Okay well guess what? IDC. Sorry. I am not the type to take humility quietly. I admit both of you have plenty correct about me. But I own up to the fact that I have several flaws and that I continue to make mistakes. I hope to change someday, but until that is, whenever that is, I am me, and this personality (may you call it bitchy) is not going anywhere. So, luckily for all of you, I do not want to interact with any of you (which is why I took Matt off my friends finally) but I need to get my point across.

I will not insult you for the reasons I am sure you will throw right back at me, but your insults will eventually become ineffectual. The point being that although I do not think I am better than any of you, I still respect some things about myself. The Rachel Bashing Fest needs to stop.

[ltjustin350]

I got a good laugh out of this. You think all those people liked you...or at least "didn't mind" you? Yeah, if only you were there when you weren't around. Trust me, we all hated you. Always have, always will.