No Sensitivity.
Everything has been moving really slow these past few weeks.
The days that I am at school go by really slow. They are boring, uninteresting and by the third class, I am ready to pass out. At first it seemed like Western was an Ivy league compared to this. But...I have come to find that looks aren't everything. The classes here are a lot harder. A LOT harder. Not only because they are boring and I have a hard time forcing myself to actually go to class...but because all of my classes are based solely on exams. I suck at test taking.
The days that I am not at school, I work. Work, work work. It seems like all I do is work and there isn't any money being shown for it. This is utterly frustrating.
I need a new job. If I don't find one soon, I am going to crawl in my bed and sleep for the rest of my life.
I am still having a problem adjusting to this new lifestyle. I was only gone for 4 months, but it seems like I created an entire new life for myself out there. As much as I said I hated it, I think I loved it. Not because I was lonely (which changed about three weeks before I left), but because I was independent. Regardless of whether I liked it or not, it doesn't matter. I had to change schools anyway. As much as I wanted to ignore my financial situation and put it on the back burner, I couldn't afford it there. I am only 18 years old, and I am already 9,500 dollars in debt. That sucks so hard. Wayne State is a lot cheaper, and has the best Social Work Program in the state which makes things seem a lot better. However, the fact that I am living at home really sucks. So, like I said. I need a new job to make more money in order to save up and move out. ASAP.
Considering the fact that all I do is work and go to school anymore, I never have time to see anybody, and that really bums me out.
A lot of things bum me out lately.
It really sucks that time moves slowly when we are unhappy, and fast when we are happy.
In other news:
There are a lot of good shows coming up that I want to attend.
Blink 182 is back. (these words will never get old)
Explosions in the Sky is bugging me out so hard right now. It is so fucking good.
I really want to go on a road trip.
The days that I am at school go by really slow. They are boring, uninteresting and by the third class, I am ready to pass out. At first it seemed like Western was an Ivy league compared to this. But...I have come to find that looks aren't everything. The classes here are a lot harder. A LOT harder. Not only because they are boring and I have a hard time forcing myself to actually go to class...but because all of my classes are based solely on exams. I suck at test taking.
The days that I am not at school, I work. Work, work work. It seems like all I do is work and there isn't any money being shown for it. This is utterly frustrating.
I need a new job. If I don't find one soon, I am going to crawl in my bed and sleep for the rest of my life.
I am still having a problem adjusting to this new lifestyle. I was only gone for 4 months, but it seems like I created an entire new life for myself out there. As much as I said I hated it, I think I loved it. Not because I was lonely (which changed about three weeks before I left), but because I was independent. Regardless of whether I liked it or not, it doesn't matter. I had to change schools anyway. As much as I wanted to ignore my financial situation and put it on the back burner, I couldn't afford it there. I am only 18 years old, and I am already 9,500 dollars in debt. That sucks so hard. Wayne State is a lot cheaper, and has the best Social Work Program in the state which makes things seem a lot better. However, the fact that I am living at home really sucks. So, like I said. I need a new job to make more money in order to save up and move out. ASAP.
Considering the fact that all I do is work and go to school anymore, I never have time to see anybody, and that really bums me out.
A lot of things bum me out lately.
It really sucks that time moves slowly when we are unhappy, and fast when we are happy.
In other news:
There are a lot of good shows coming up that I want to attend.
Blink 182 is back. (these words will never get old)
Explosions in the Sky is bugging me out so hard right now. It is so fucking good.
I really want to go on a road trip.