ready again to leave
I am all packed up and about to jump into my car to go back to Maryland. I was glad to see the people I did, sorry to miss the people I did. A lot has changed this past year and as we get older, I guess things will just continue to be different. But we must adjust to these changes if we want to stay sane. Otherwise, we'll be living in a world that does not exist anymore. I'm supposed to go to Florida for Christmas and I was planning on staying in Maryland for Thanksgiving, so I have no idea when I'll be back. Who knows, it could be sooner than we think.
But you're always welcome to visit.
I wonder what this next year will bring me. I'm sort of looking at it as a new chapter again, even though I'll be doing something very similar to last year. It just feels really different. I have to admit, I don't know if going back to Maryland is going to be a great feeling this time around like it has been in the past. There's too much reality waiting for me there. Reality I'm not ready to face. It's been easy to live like I'm on a college summer vacation for the past week or so, but it's over now. I just hope everything turns out okay.
Being 28 feels different too. You know how people ask you, well do you feel any older? (oddly enough, no one asked me that this year) Well, this year I do feel older. We'll see what this new sense of adulthood brings me. Hopefully it's good. Hopefully it's better.
But you're always welcome to visit.
I wonder what this next year will bring me. I'm sort of looking at it as a new chapter again, even though I'll be doing something very similar to last year. It just feels really different. I have to admit, I don't know if going back to Maryland is going to be a great feeling this time around like it has been in the past. There's too much reality waiting for me there. Reality I'm not ready to face. It's been easy to live like I'm on a college summer vacation for the past week or so, but it's over now. I just hope everything turns out okay.
Being 28 feels different too. You know how people ask you, well do you feel any older? (oddly enough, no one asked me that this year) Well, this year I do feel older. We'll see what this new sense of adulthood brings me. Hopefully it's good. Hopefully it's better.