Beezlebub has a devil put aside for me
I should be put into the Guinness Book of World Records for making the most enemies within the space of a single month WITHOUT MEANING TO DO SO. I mean, really: BRAVO. Apparently being a good person means that people are just going to hate you for stupid reasons and sometimes even without cause. I had yet another customer bitch me out today, after I had been helping her for an HOUR because her doctor fucked up. But, oh no, let's treat Kristina like it's her fault and talk to her like she's an idiot! This is like, the ninth or tenth time I've come home lately from work and just sobbed. I MAKE TEN THOUSAND DOLLARS A YEAR for dealing with shit that I wouldn't put up with for a six figure salary! It really pisses me off that I believe so much in doing the job and the work you love, and yet I'm one of those people who have a job they HATE because there is nothing available that would be any better. I get 30 hours a week and make $9.35. It's not much, but it's mine. But it's also reached the point that I can't stand being NEAR a CVS, much less going to work. It shouldn't have to be that way! In theory, I like my work. I DO enjoy helping people, and feels good to make a difference, no matter how small. But I feel like this last month and a half I've dealt with nothing but idiots and rude, cruel people. I don't need that kind of drama, nor do I believe myself to be deserving of it. Despite what people seem to think lately, I AM NOT A BAD PERSON. Then again, I could be totally wrong, because apparently there is quite a large number of people who think otherwise.