Jul 22, 2009 10:36
I'm getting older and I think about my future.. a lot. I've been having to look at my credit reports and I'm going to have to focus on my bringing up my GPA, and look into possible college LOANS (groan) if I actually want to finish.
Maybe THAT'S what's bothering me. I'm so scared of not being able to accomplish just because of teeny mistakes that do indeed affect life's circumstances down the road. I'm so determined.. but even determined people lose their way and fall short. Fuck!
I'm trying not to freak out (again.. for the 30th time) for the sake of others. Because my freak outs arent exactly... picture-esque. Maybe I need a new book to read. I'm thinking "Pride and Prejudice and Zombies." Any feedback?
Didn't think so.
Here's to hoping the next 8 hours go by SUPER LIGHTNING SPEED FAST.