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Hey, yeah! Hey!
I never log onto livejournal anymore. Why I admit this, on livejournal no less, i have no clue. But I felt like being honest. I believe thats a pretty RIGHTEOUS thing.
"fuck me, i'm twee!"
things are pretty lame. again, TO BE HONEST. i live with my awesome boyfriend, who doesnt seem so awesome to others, but is so awesome to me. i forget this sometimes, because im too concerned about what others think and how other view us (and him) and things that just arent true. and it disturbs me. thats not how i feel at all! if only people were able to understand how we are alone, who we are alone, how in love we are alone.. it would make sense to everyone else and i wouldnt have to feel this distress. but! im happy to remember why.
tonight we watched "i love you, alice b. toklas!" i had never seen this movie, and wasn't into it for a while, but was happy to have finished it. it was interesting, in that 60s inaccurately-described sort of way. And way to go on the PG rating! haha! we also enjoy some beerz and pizza. for a monday night, i'm pleasantly drunk and pleased... :)
on another note, does summer really have to end? i think -really- this is why i want to graduate so bad. i have ONE MORE YEAR (woot!) and then im done! viola! (????) who knows what'll happen! i sure as hell don't.. and that makes me more anxious than nervous. life can be so enthralling, once you give it a chance.. and i'm willing to (again). oklahoma makes that difficult, however.. i'd like to think that what i have now, no matter how great i have it, that it can definitely be better. i'm going to carry that weight, in hopes that it won't disappoint.
anyway, you can find me wondering around last.fm these days. come visit me! pay your livejournal respex!
<3,
jet
I never log onto livejournal anymore. Why I admit this, on livejournal no less, i have no clue. But I felt like being honest. I believe thats a pretty RIGHTEOUS thing.
"fuck me, i'm twee!"
things are pretty lame. again, TO BE HONEST. i live with my awesome boyfriend, who doesnt seem so awesome to others, but is so awesome to me. i forget this sometimes, because im too concerned about what others think and how other view us (and him) and things that just arent true. and it disturbs me. thats not how i feel at all! if only people were able to understand how we are alone, who we are alone, how in love we are alone.. it would make sense to everyone else and i wouldnt have to feel this distress. but! im happy to remember why.
tonight we watched "i love you, alice b. toklas!" i had never seen this movie, and wasn't into it for a while, but was happy to have finished it. it was interesting, in that 60s inaccurately-described sort of way. And way to go on the PG rating! haha! we also enjoy some beerz and pizza. for a monday night, i'm pleasantly drunk and pleased... :)
on another note, does summer really have to end? i think -really- this is why i want to graduate so bad. i have ONE MORE YEAR (woot!) and then im done! viola! (????) who knows what'll happen! i sure as hell don't.. and that makes me more anxious than nervous. life can be so enthralling, once you give it a chance.. and i'm willing to (again). oklahoma makes that difficult, however.. i'd like to think that what i have now, no matter how great i have it, that it can definitely be better. i'm going to carry that weight, in hopes that it won't disappoint.
anyway, you can find me wondering around last.fm these days. come visit me! pay your livejournal respex!
<3,
jet