The Post I Never Wanted to Make
In the very small hours of the morning of September 25th, Yoko and I ended our relationship of two years, nine months and eight days. After fighting for many months about our personal futures and our future together and how the two of us have changed in some ways or others, we decided that it would be better for both of us if we separated. Even so, we stayed together even longer and tried to make it work, but to no avail.
I haven't been single since before I arrived in Japan, and I really owe Yoko a lot. I wish it didn't have to be this way. She was really good to me, and I hope she thinks I was at least kind of good to her, but I guess our paths were just leading in separate directions.
I was really depressed the day after it happened, especially because we decided we wouldn't contact each other for a while after breaking up. I'm feeling better now, but there're still times when I get depressed, when I wish I could speak to her, when I wish I could find out if she's ok.
The only think I can do right now is try to move on. I've been seeing my friends a lot recently, and they've all been very supportive and done their best to cheer me up. I'm sure I'd be a wreck without them.
Perhaps I'll write more in a bit. For now, I'm going to get out of my apartment for a bit and get some air, some curry, and some good company.
I haven't been single since before I arrived in Japan, and I really owe Yoko a lot. I wish it didn't have to be this way. She was really good to me, and I hope she thinks I was at least kind of good to her, but I guess our paths were just leading in separate directions.
I was really depressed the day after it happened, especially because we decided we wouldn't contact each other for a while after breaking up. I'm feeling better now, but there're still times when I get depressed, when I wish I could speak to her, when I wish I could find out if she's ok.
The only think I can do right now is try to move on. I've been seeing my friends a lot recently, and they've all been very supportive and done their best to cheer me up. I'm sure I'd be a wreck without them.
Perhaps I'll write more in a bit. For now, I'm going to get out of my apartment for a bit and get some air, some curry, and some good company.