i want to draw you a floorplan of my head and heart

[mrowrsy]

so, brian is visiting this weekend. i'm not sure what's going to happen. we're not back together, and we may never get back together, but he's visiting this weekend. i really thought he would cancel until he told me he bought the tickets, and even now i think to myself that amtrak has a refund policy. in the meantime, things are weird between us

Comments

[lordfeldo]

You're handling this much better than I would have.
Or much more passively.

feel better soon.

[thelosthoplite]

That's cool, "ripping off band-aids" doesn't actually work that well anyway. You need empowerment m'boy.

[thelosthoplite]

Why did I write "that's cool"? Ignore that.

[what_sara_says]

"i feel like i'm just using all this crap as an excuse, like, oh i can't concentrate, poor me, i need to chain smoke and lie under trees and watch grey's anatomy and take four hour long naps and not study for my first test or write my first big paper. i am dumb."

this is how i felt in the beginning of the semester. (minus the chain smoking part) oh wait, i still feel this way. why do we let boys do this to us? we need to become empowered women who don't need men. HA.

[gavinahand]

i know exactly how you feel with regard to the last paragraph. boooo maybe i should just start writing you e-mails, cause you're NEVER online