Jun 10, 2005 22:09
Seriously, it's 10pm on a friday night, I should be out hooking up with some insanely gourgous chick. But Alas, I'm not, cause I went out, got drunk, and no friends were around, which just made it fuckin hard for me to get the guts to find some hot chick and just randomly start talking to them.
I struggle with that shit, hell everyone does, I need a whole lot of really good pickup tactics I can use, lol, otherwise I'll be fucked forever. I dunno, maybe I need more friends, and just need to go to more places, and look for more opportunities, who knows.
I just feel like doing something completely wild and random at the moment, seriously if a plane was about to leave at the airport right now, I'd be on it!
I just want to get out of the boring, and same old schedule, I want to get out of the habbit of avoiding going out all together because my friends suck and are anti-social, lol, I dunno.
I guess I also want a gf! lol, I wouldn't say I'm desperate but I'm definetely "single & looking".
Ok, well, I've now been pissing off a random person on msn so it's now 10:40 slowly getting there, lol, hmmmmm, yeqh, I dunno, I just want something to happen, or I want to make something happen or whatefver I dunno!
I mean, I got a long weekend coming up, and I got shit all planned, now that sucks, tomorrow I'm going to try to keep myself busy all day and just come up with something, I'll see how I go.
Will keep everyone updated.
Goodnight!