Midweek Update
Goood Evening All,
Well, I can'tremember entirely everything I last wrote, plus I can't be bothered to check, but, everything is going to pretty much according to scheduel.
I've got a pretty good grip on everything at the moment, work, money etc is all slowly sorting itself out, this week was supposed to be a quiet week, and it has been, but even as a quiet week it's still been a good week. Thank god for business customers, lol.
As for socially and all that shit, well, over the stace thing, meh, So i'm fine about that, I'm just forgetting about it for the time being, I think I got a little carried away about it, but regardless I'm just not thinking about it, haven't talked to her much, if at all this week, and it doesn't bother me, which is good.
Should be going out tomorrow night, and satty night as well, so yeah, should be a good fun weekend!
Other than that, not much else has been happening/is going to happen.
Since moving out, and being out at a place of my own, people have been asking me if I get lonely living by myself or whatever, and are have been more interested in my whole "love" life, or lack there of. None of it really bothers me, but lately I have been thinking that I really need to start putting a bit more effort into getting into some kind of special relationship, like I obvioulsy can't live like this forever. It's not like there's a huge rush or anything, or it's not like I'm in a desperate search to find someone to marry or something like that! it's just I'm getting good progress in everything else in my life, and I just feel that I've neglected the relationship area a bit, it's more one of those areas which I've nibbled around the edges of, rather than really getting stuck into it.
The thing is that, I now have the time, and just everything is in place to actually get something going, it's kind of ironic that the guy that helps soooo many other people with their relationship issues can never actually get himself sorted! Seriously, I have enough wisdom to help everyone I know, in every situation, but I just can't help myself, lol, I'm either completely selfless or stupid, or maybe just a lil bit of both.
I mean, I think that I've got pretty much everything any girl would want, maybe that's my problem, they look at me and go "shit, he's got it all, he must be gay" lol.
I'm going to start to try to make a real effort, I gotta start making it a priority, because I just think, whilst I am overall quiet happy, maybe I am missing out on something, lol, for better or quiet possibly worse! hehe
Maybe it's not so much my fault, I have principals and morals, and there have been plenty of opportunities around, but some chicks I just look at them and I'm like, "that chick has deceptive bitch written all over her" etc, I don't think I have a trust problem, but I think that maybe I should be giving people more of a chance before I just throw away an idea all together.
I mean, I dunno, what's better, lots of mediocore relationships in a life, or just a handful of really good ones. I'd like to think the later, and I think from what I can tell with a lot of my other friends, then that's definetely the truth.
Will write again at the end of the weekend, me thinks.
Goodnight All
Well, I can'tremember entirely everything I last wrote, plus I can't be bothered to check, but, everything is going to pretty much according to scheduel.
I've got a pretty good grip on everything at the moment, work, money etc is all slowly sorting itself out, this week was supposed to be a quiet week, and it has been, but even as a quiet week it's still been a good week. Thank god for business customers, lol.
As for socially and all that shit, well, over the stace thing, meh, So i'm fine about that, I'm just forgetting about it for the time being, I think I got a little carried away about it, but regardless I'm just not thinking about it, haven't talked to her much, if at all this week, and it doesn't bother me, which is good.
Should be going out tomorrow night, and satty night as well, so yeah, should be a good fun weekend!
Other than that, not much else has been happening/is going to happen.
Since moving out, and being out at a place of my own, people have been asking me if I get lonely living by myself or whatever, and are have been more interested in my whole "love" life, or lack there of. None of it really bothers me, but lately I have been thinking that I really need to start putting a bit more effort into getting into some kind of special relationship, like I obvioulsy can't live like this forever. It's not like there's a huge rush or anything, or it's not like I'm in a desperate search to find someone to marry or something like that! it's just I'm getting good progress in everything else in my life, and I just feel that I've neglected the relationship area a bit, it's more one of those areas which I've nibbled around the edges of, rather than really getting stuck into it.
The thing is that, I now have the time, and just everything is in place to actually get something going, it's kind of ironic that the guy that helps soooo many other people with their relationship issues can never actually get himself sorted! Seriously, I have enough wisdom to help everyone I know, in every situation, but I just can't help myself, lol, I'm either completely selfless or stupid, or maybe just a lil bit of both.
I mean, I think that I've got pretty much everything any girl would want, maybe that's my problem, they look at me and go "shit, he's got it all, he must be gay" lol.
I'm going to start to try to make a real effort, I gotta start making it a priority, because I just think, whilst I am overall quiet happy, maybe I am missing out on something, lol, for better or quiet possibly worse! hehe
Maybe it's not so much my fault, I have principals and morals, and there have been plenty of opportunities around, but some chicks I just look at them and I'm like, "that chick has deceptive bitch written all over her" etc, I don't think I have a trust problem, but I think that maybe I should be giving people more of a chance before I just throw away an idea all together.
I mean, I dunno, what's better, lots of mediocore relationships in a life, or just a handful of really good ones. I'd like to think the later, and I think from what I can tell with a lot of my other friends, then that's definetely the truth.
Will write again at the end of the weekend, me thinks.
Goodnight All