Aug 28, 2010 23:15
I have absolutely no clue who the fuck the person was inhabiting my body 3 or 4 years ago. Who was that friendly, easygoing guy that everybody liked?
Right now, meeting people and being thrust into social situations makes me want to hide in a dark corner and stop existing. I'm pretty sure this is far truer to my core self. I can remember being like that as a kid and almost the entire way through high school. The time has come to accept anything else as short lived, unsustainable fun-loving personality who no longer exists, but may or may not pop his head up again in the future.