i have no idea whats been going on recently

[mrfrosty65]

laurens been really mad at me for no reason recently. today we were downtown, hanging out, and doing nothing. she decided to head up to campus, but some of my friends had come in from out of town, and were supposed to be playing music on the av somewhere, so i wanted to look for them. i was going to come back up with her, but she said i should stay downtown so that i won't be mad at her for making me head up later. so i stayed, was unable to find sean of lane or mikey, and then came back up. she ignored my messages saying i was back, and finally responded an hour later by saying "okay". later she came in asking for a cigarette and told me she'd been thinking about herself and about her life recently in an apprehensive tone. i couldn't find my tobacco so i was pissed, and was unable to roll her a cigarette. i went into her room later, and she was laying on her bed, but wouldn't tell me what was wrong and said she didn't want to talk about it.

i honestly have no idea what to think, and wonder why she would blow everything so massively out of proportion. i think she's going to break up with me. she's been blowing alot of stuff out of proportion lately, and finding practically any reason to be mad at me.

i'm worried about alot of stuff right now. and this fucking blows