Oct 25, 2010 11:04
somehow, clonzapam has an effect on my typing, so while I'm sitting here all anxious I thought I would update.
Letter to board delivered by my lawyer. Sounds all kinds of legal, threats and allegations all of that. No due process and lack of first amendment rights.
No notice to me as to the time of the meeting yet. I'm expecting that today I guess, but the way they like to play it is to call me 30 minutes before the meeting and catch me off guard. Watched two great warrior movies last night just to get in the mood for a fight. Unfortunately both hero's died, but what the heck. Kids are writing to Ellen de Generes who is having a "name a teacher who has made a difference" contest. I have been asked all kinds of questions like "how many kids in my department on average" over 200 per year in a school of 1300. "how much money has the drama department given away" over 2,000 to the career competition group, the baseball field, and the school board itself (1500 to them two years ago) Why does your family do all that work for free? Cause we love these kids.
It would be very disappointing if I don't at least get a call from the show. but they are out to make good television, not make me feel good.
Plan for now, stay off clonzapam for 24 hours, go fishing, go walking, talk to the librarian, meditate and pray. Can't pay the rent, can't buy food cause all money going to Melanie's drugs. Would love to land a photo gig, but too many others out there doing the same thing.
Need a shower, and a shave. looking scratchy. If it is time for me to leave, then leave I shall. I miss my kids so much. The show was apparently outstanding. A visitor from New York, who just happened to be visiting relatives in town was "dragged" to what she thought would be a high school show. She was so impressed she asked to meet the director. When told he was suspended and facing firing, she was taken aback. When told it was over an anti gay bullying movie, she turned to her partner and said "we need to make some calls". Don't know what that means. I hope it's good.
Media shut down still underway. thank you all for reading me. It is truly cathartic to write this down.
blessings,
Dix
P.S. Heard my 9 yr old nephew is the top keeper in his league. couldn't be prouder about anything than that .