My craptacular life....chapter 19

[mrboboud1]

So, the other day, I was thinking about what I would do when I graduated from college. Law school? Maybe. Med school? Probably not. And then it hit me. I really don't wanna do anything with my life but be able to enjoy it. And then I wonder why I'm at school. Educationally speaking, it's rather mundane. Experience wise, I have very few

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Ditto...

[anonymous]

All I gotta say is I'm right there with ya....great poem, by the way. You're really quite talented. Wish there was more I could say or do.....other than just moving up there....;) Hopefully things will start lookin' up....look on the bright side....this is college....everyone expects you to "find yourself" in college and I think you're off to a good start. After all, isn't that what college is all about?
~Sarah

[skankin_monkey]

I understand where you're coming from...i did this last spring...my life exploded and all i could do was wander around and try to pick up the pieces. (this is why i don't talk to a lot of people from UD that much anymore...it's almost too painful...i want to be there sharing everyone's good and bad times, but i've "moved on" and while i'm sure i'll always be welcome at UD, i'm still an outsider). I figured out though that the pieces don't have to fit together all that well...it's sort of whatever works for you...what works for me is this hodgepodge of college and high school that they call Miami Middletown...i still don't know what's going to work for me next year. I think you'd make a great priest if that's the direction you take, you'd just have to take up golf...whatever you do with your life, i'll be here for you, just reach out.

[forevermonam]

Paul,

NEVER EVER EVER try to define your life through girls. We aint rashional LOL. As for knowing life hell I don't think any of us know whats going to happen like 2 weeks from now let alone 20 years from now. Sure I think I know what I'm doing but does anyone really. I want to go to Law school K I say that but then is it going to happen just because I say it. Meh no!

As for the whole friends thing hell to tell you the truth some people I haven't talk to in like a year or two. Some people never call me either so its nothing to worry about. Forget them who needs them.

Meh hold that thought I got to run and do some family stuff count your blessings for dorm life trust me.

kk Where I left off

[forevermonam]

As I was saying you are so talented LOOK AT THAT POEM FOR CHRIST SAKES see you have things that set you appart from everyone else.

As for mothers nagging meh whos mother doesn't do that. Atleast its not about finding a husband or in your case a wife. So trust it just shows they care and love you.

Well I seem to be at lack of words wich for me its like WOW.

Oh yah and on a nother note I had the wierdest dream and you where kind of in it where you had told me that you were going to block me. Meh?? weird???

Therefore I'm proude to state that I will not bring up any type of weird conversation this time. LOL although if others do I have no problem in participating >:) hehe.

:hugs: Hope you have a good day.

[anonymous]

wow dude. that is some heavy stuff. i think i know what you're talking about cause i've been thinking about the same stuff for quite some time. i think everything will turn out for the best in the end so hang on.

Joe

[anonymous]

hi paul. (i know this is a bit random, but this is noelle.) i just wanted to show some, um, solidarity? i suppose in this questioning of purposes business. i've been doing that alot lately too, and asking all sorts of people what i'm here for or why anyone's here and what is the purpose to anything, and they all just say "well, i know this sucks, but there are no answers" or they rush to shut me up and insist there must be something wrong with me for thinking such things. it has, in fact, been bothering me quite a bit lately. anyway, if you want to talk or anything, i'm around (although i know i'm difficult to converse with as i tend to mumble and look at the ground alot.)
sorry if that was confusing, i am not as well spoken as you.