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Justin and Sarah came over to visit tonight, that was nice. We all had dinner and talked until 11 pm! It was really cool. I really, really like Sarah. She's really good for my brother, they feed off of each other's energies and it's really neat to see. And it sounds kind of cheesy, but I can tell when they look at each other that there's something real there. I would be so pleased if it worked out between them. I love seeing my big brother happy, and I love that she can do that for him. I always get overly attached to my brother's girlfriends, lol. It's as if I'm dating them also, it's kind of weird. WHen they break up, I feel depressed for a while too. I guess it's easier living through other people's relationships than having my own. I wonder if my family is starting to wonder about me...oh well, let them wonder. It's so much easier being alone anyway. I can barely deal with myself.
Ive started thinking about my future lately. I think I need to start looking at graduate schools in this upcoming school year. I'm going to have to start applying in a little over a year, which is absolutely insane to think about, holy crap. So I was thinking that I could take some long weekends or perhaps over winter break visit some places in this area, like Boston, New York, and the mid-Atlantic, which is basically the biotech belt of the eastern US. Then I was thinking of maybe going out to California for 10 days next March over spring break. I just figure I'd want to go to school in the Northeast, Mid-Atlantic, or California, because that's where all the big advances are being made in biotech/biological research. And if I book flights and everything really far in advance, I can save money. I saw a few flights from Providence to LA that were like 300...not bad.
Aaaaaanyway, nothing exciting happening really. I wish pay periods weren' two weeks long. I've been working for two weeks now and I don't get paid for a week still. I neeeed money now!
Alright, Ill stop bitching. I'm just in a very restless, bitchy, mood. Maybe Ill go for a ride, or maybe Ill pop some pills and make myself go to sleep.
Justin and Sarah came over to visit tonight, that was nice. We all had dinner and talked until 11 pm! It was really cool. I really, really like Sarah. She's really good for my brother, they feed off of each other's energies and it's really neat to see. And it sounds kind of cheesy, but I can tell when they look at each other that there's something real there. I would be so pleased if it worked out between them. I love seeing my big brother happy, and I love that she can do that for him. I always get overly attached to my brother's girlfriends, lol. It's as if I'm dating them also, it's kind of weird. WHen they break up, I feel depressed for a while too. I guess it's easier living through other people's relationships than having my own. I wonder if my family is starting to wonder about me...oh well, let them wonder. It's so much easier being alone anyway. I can barely deal with myself.
Ive started thinking about my future lately. I think I need to start looking at graduate schools in this upcoming school year. I'm going to have to start applying in a little over a year, which is absolutely insane to think about, holy crap. So I was thinking that I could take some long weekends or perhaps over winter break visit some places in this area, like Boston, New York, and the mid-Atlantic, which is basically the biotech belt of the eastern US. Then I was thinking of maybe going out to California for 10 days next March over spring break. I just figure I'd want to go to school in the Northeast, Mid-Atlantic, or California, because that's where all the big advances are being made in biotech/biological research. And if I book flights and everything really far in advance, I can save money. I saw a few flights from Providence to LA that were like 300...not bad.
Aaaaaanyway, nothing exciting happening really. I wish pay periods weren' two weeks long. I've been working for two weeks now and I don't get paid for a week still. I neeeed money now!
Alright, Ill stop bitching. I'm just in a very restless, bitchy, mood. Maybe Ill go for a ride, or maybe Ill pop some pills and make myself go to sleep.