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Had a disturbing dream last night which stayed with me for the entire morning.
I was supposed to meet Steph at 100 Lonsdale St, but she wasn't there. Instead I saw Greg, Kim, Richard and Damo in a restaurant as I peered through the window. I rang Steph to find out where she was, but she had changed her phone number after her last trip overseas. I rang her parents but they had a Spanish answering machine message that just confused me. Then Greg, Richard and Damo sat down and played video games with me before Greg went out to talk to Kim. "Hi Kimmiesterin" I said, and she ran away. She was wearing blue shorts (which is totally unlike her).
Yeah, this can only mean that I'm still looking for a way to get over Kim. Steph was my way of making Kim jealous, my new obsession that wasn't her. But no, it obviously hasn't worked. My recurring dreams of meeting Kim again come back to haunt me. But let's not think that this is the entirety of my life. It can't all be about getting back at Kim. Hey, I got over Sonya and Anatolie (although that could hardly be considered love). Get over Steph and Kim and life can move on.
What am I doing with my emotional life?
I was supposed to meet Steph at 100 Lonsdale St, but she wasn't there. Instead I saw Greg, Kim, Richard and Damo in a restaurant as I peered through the window. I rang Steph to find out where she was, but she had changed her phone number after her last trip overseas. I rang her parents but they had a Spanish answering machine message that just confused me. Then Greg, Richard and Damo sat down and played video games with me before Greg went out to talk to Kim. "Hi Kimmiesterin" I said, and she ran away. She was wearing blue shorts (which is totally unlike her).
Yeah, this can only mean that I'm still looking for a way to get over Kim. Steph was my way of making Kim jealous, my new obsession that wasn't her. But no, it obviously hasn't worked. My recurring dreams of meeting Kim again come back to haunt me. But let's not think that this is the entirety of my life. It can't all be about getting back at Kim. Hey, I got over Sonya and Anatolie (although that could hardly be considered love). Get over Steph and Kim and life can move on.
What am I doing with my emotional life?