*How Sweet It Is To Be Loved By You*
Hmm, I'm bored.
Alyssa just left and now I'm just sitting around doin nuttin, waiting for my babe to call. Speaking of which, his BBQ was a lot of fun. Playing some Irish Horseshoes in the rain, playing DDR and hangin out with great people was a blast. I met his mom, who was tons of fun and funny as hell. I talked to his sister a bit and she seems pretty cool to me. She had some kick ass shoes, so I'm down with her. haha. Peggy's house was kick ass! The whole crew was there so it was almost a mirror image of old school days of game days and what not. Totally rad. We played volleyball and Dave and I played the Irish Horseshoes against my parents and that was a hilarious time. hahaha. :) Then we played volleyball again....parents vs. kids. We each won a game so it was a tie, we all got too lazy to play the last tie-breaker, so ya know how it is. After that, it started to get dark, so we played some girls vs. boys Trivial Persuit with Mr. and Mrs. Traut as well. It was too hard, so we gave that up. Then Me, Kev, Peggy and Jay went to Wal*Mart and bought firewood as well as smore neccessities. Came back, made a fire and then roasted some marshmallows and played some fun games. Dave and I left early to go to Wal*Mart again and get some stuff for camping the next morning. We got some pans and whatnot and then we had to pick up stuff at White Hen and then he took me back to get my car at Peg's house. Then I went home and went to bed.
Camping! It rocked my world. Except when Dave stabbed his hand, our tent got infested with spiders, when one was crawling on my back, and the fact that my baby was in pain from the stab later on in the night. We left real early in the morning and spent the entire day there. The people that went up early were Me, Dave, Marcia, Kristi and Pat in Marcia's car, then Becky, Jason, Nickole and Matt in Becky's car. It was a blast. We made a campfire and just chilled out. Around 4ish, Peggy, Jay, Sam and Nicky came up as well. Once it got a little dark out, we busted out the booze and cheeba and had a great time just partying it up and keeping it real while keepin it safe. haha. Played some card games, walked around, and just hung out with all the awesome people there. Righteous. :) Marcia was absolutely a blast to hang out with. I hadn't really ever hung out with her for a long period of time, and I just love her to death! She's so caring about all of us and really set up a kick ass time for everyone! Bur yeah, it was a good time for everyone hopefully. I had a great time, and I'll never forget that night.
You make me feel so loved. I've never felt like this before.
Ah love. It's so funny to believe that I'm in love. And it's real. It's not one sided this time. Now that I know what love is like....It's easy to say that I've never been in real love before. Until now. And it's amazing. To acutally love someone or something and to know entirely that they feel the same way is irreplaceable. I'm sure everyone is getting sick of me writing about Dave and/or love, but if you know me that well.....me being happy and in love and have it be returned to me, is one hell of an accomplishment. So deal. hahaha. :-D
So yeah...camping. After the night of craziness. We all got up around 7:30 and busted outta there around 8. Dave and I got dropped off at my house and we slept from 9 to about 12:30. I took him home and then I came home and slept til about 4:50 when my mom called informing me that I must have slept thru my alarm that was set for 4. I rushed outta bed and got dressed and left for work at about 5. After work with Aunt Missy and Brooke, I went and picked up Rachel and we met up with Alice, Megs and Kris at Souhegan for Merrimack's vb scrimmage.It was fun to hang out with the girls again. The old school girls. Like the beginning of the OC girls.....it was awesome to have everyone back in the circle. :) Sadly, I had to to say bye to Megs and Rach and Alice. I don't know if I'll see them before they leave and that bothers me...A Lot. It's so weird how none of us panic about hangin out the entire summer, but once it's time to leave, we can't do it. All I can say is that I'm going to miss you guys so incredibly much and no one will ever be able to take your places with me. You're all so smart and dedicated to what you want that you'll all kick college's ass. Right on girls. I love you all.
I can't believe how much I'm writing. Usually, my hand cramps the hell up, but I suppose tonight is an exception. Although, my right leg has fallen asleep on me, I'm going strong. I don't know if I have anything else to write about. All I can say is that I'm going to make the best use of my time here in Merrimack before I leave. As much as I don't want to go and leave everything and everyone I love so very much here, I have to. Inside, I'll be kicking and screaming and on the outside I'll be bawling my eyes out. I don't want to make new friends and a new life in college. I just want to continue working on what I've got going on here.
Leaving you will be impossible.
Alright, I'm getting sad. I'm gunna go watch a bit of TV, then I'm going to bed. I still gotta catch up on my sleep. Goodnight.
Alyssa just left and now I'm just sitting around doin nuttin, waiting for my babe to call. Speaking of which, his BBQ was a lot of fun. Playing some Irish Horseshoes in the rain, playing DDR and hangin out with great people was a blast. I met his mom, who was tons of fun and funny as hell. I talked to his sister a bit and she seems pretty cool to me. She had some kick ass shoes, so I'm down with her. haha. Peggy's house was kick ass! The whole crew was there so it was almost a mirror image of old school days of game days and what not. Totally rad. We played volleyball and Dave and I played the Irish Horseshoes against my parents and that was a hilarious time. hahaha. :) Then we played volleyball again....parents vs. kids. We each won a game so it was a tie, we all got too lazy to play the last tie-breaker, so ya know how it is. After that, it started to get dark, so we played some girls vs. boys Trivial Persuit with Mr. and Mrs. Traut as well. It was too hard, so we gave that up. Then Me, Kev, Peggy and Jay went to Wal*Mart and bought firewood as well as smore neccessities. Came back, made a fire and then roasted some marshmallows and played some fun games. Dave and I left early to go to Wal*Mart again and get some stuff for camping the next morning. We got some pans and whatnot and then we had to pick up stuff at White Hen and then he took me back to get my car at Peg's house. Then I went home and went to bed.
Camping! It rocked my world. Except when Dave stabbed his hand, our tent got infested with spiders, when one was crawling on my back, and the fact that my baby was in pain from the stab later on in the night. We left real early in the morning and spent the entire day there. The people that went up early were Me, Dave, Marcia, Kristi and Pat in Marcia's car, then Becky, Jason, Nickole and Matt in Becky's car. It was a blast. We made a campfire and just chilled out. Around 4ish, Peggy, Jay, Sam and Nicky came up as well. Once it got a little dark out, we busted out the booze and cheeba and had a great time just partying it up and keeping it real while keepin it safe. haha. Played some card games, walked around, and just hung out with all the awesome people there. Righteous. :) Marcia was absolutely a blast to hang out with. I hadn't really ever hung out with her for a long period of time, and I just love her to death! She's so caring about all of us and really set up a kick ass time for everyone! Bur yeah, it was a good time for everyone hopefully. I had a great time, and I'll never forget that night.
You make me feel so loved. I've never felt like this before.
Ah love. It's so funny to believe that I'm in love. And it's real. It's not one sided this time. Now that I know what love is like....It's easy to say that I've never been in real love before. Until now. And it's amazing. To acutally love someone or something and to know entirely that they feel the same way is irreplaceable. I'm sure everyone is getting sick of me writing about Dave and/or love, but if you know me that well.....me being happy and in love and have it be returned to me, is one hell of an accomplishment. So deal. hahaha. :-D
So yeah...camping. After the night of craziness. We all got up around 7:30 and busted outta there around 8. Dave and I got dropped off at my house and we slept from 9 to about 12:30. I took him home and then I came home and slept til about 4:50 when my mom called informing me that I must have slept thru my alarm that was set for 4. I rushed outta bed and got dressed and left for work at about 5. After work with Aunt Missy and Brooke, I went and picked up Rachel and we met up with Alice, Megs and Kris at Souhegan for Merrimack's vb scrimmage.It was fun to hang out with the girls again. The old school girls. Like the beginning of the OC girls.....it was awesome to have everyone back in the circle. :) Sadly, I had to to say bye to Megs and Rach and Alice. I don't know if I'll see them before they leave and that bothers me...A Lot. It's so weird how none of us panic about hangin out the entire summer, but once it's time to leave, we can't do it. All I can say is that I'm going to miss you guys so incredibly much and no one will ever be able to take your places with me. You're all so smart and dedicated to what you want that you'll all kick college's ass. Right on girls. I love you all.
I can't believe how much I'm writing. Usually, my hand cramps the hell up, but I suppose tonight is an exception. Although, my right leg has fallen asleep on me, I'm going strong. I don't know if I have anything else to write about. All I can say is that I'm going to make the best use of my time here in Merrimack before I leave. As much as I don't want to go and leave everything and everyone I love so very much here, I have to. Inside, I'll be kicking and screaming and on the outside I'll be bawling my eyes out. I don't want to make new friends and a new life in college. I just want to continue working on what I've got going on here.
Leaving you will be impossible.
Alright, I'm getting sad. I'm gunna go watch a bit of TV, then I'm going to bed. I still gotta catch up on my sleep. Goodnight.