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Its been about a month since I have updated so I still suck as far as writing in this thing is concerned. I was meaning to update earlier in the week but I have been ridiculously ill and so haven't been able to. I'm still pretty bad now but definitely on the mend. Everytime I write in here I have been ill recently. That's a pretty depressing state of affairs....this time it was a throat infection which turned into a full blown knoco me for six, send me to bed and let me feel shit for a week. I even lost my voice which made going to work difficult, which I had to do cos I don't get sick pay.
I have been spending a lot of time thinking about what is happening with Jake and I. I have come to the difficult decision that I have to finish things with him. I love him, and I think I always will, but I'm not in love with him anymore. Its hard but I don't think we can go back to how things were. Sigh.