...i'm on TV just talkin' like it's you and me...
I think Neil is going to be my gay best friend forever. He is the one person in my life who motivates me. He has so much ambition and so many dreams that he just goes for it. He's extremely responsible and works so hard for everything he has. I just want to be like him so I follow him and try and do everything he does. I think the Royal Oak plan is goin' to really work because I applied today and I'm pretty sure I'll get in. I mean I was kinda set on not going to skewl in the fall. Then I could really get crackin' on finishing my novel. But then I realized this weekend how lonely and lazy I am when everyone’s gone. Farley and Swanny are up north and Neil's in NY. This leaves me home with everyone else working and I'm off til Wednesday. And with all this time on my hands am I getting anything done? Nope. That's exactly how it would be in the fall. Betsy and Brandon are away at skewl millions of miles away and everyone else will be busy with work and skewl and have no time for me. Since I don't deal with loneliness very well I decided I'm going to skewl. Heck who knows I may find some really sexual babes in my film classes and then life will be set. My dreams of workin on movies bangin' everyone will come true soon enough. Plus I'll have a degree so my mom will be happy. Let’s just hope it won't take a zillion of years to get!
Time to watch more LOST! I'm so addicted. I think I need to stop watching it alone though because I am really starting to get stressed out. And every time a flash back of Jin and Sun is on I cry a little because I just want to watch Hurley and his life. He's secretly a man after my heart. Having stashes of ranch in the jungle, pet turtles named Stewart, fallin' for crazy ladies and making up imaginary friends.... what a dreamboat that Hugo!
OH MAN NEWS FLASH! Since I applied to a real skewl my mom just said “Go online with Michael figure out a laptop you want and I’ll buy it for you.” SCORE! I get a laptop! Even though I h8h8h8h8 them so much I’m excited. This is because I like Michael’s, it has the number keys on the right and he got a mouse for it so it’s really like a computer… that’s prolly what I’ll end up with! :D
Click to viewTime to watch more LOST! I'm so addicted. I think I need to stop watching it alone though because I am really starting to get stressed out. And every time a flash back of Jin and Sun is on I cry a little because I just want to watch Hurley and his life. He's secretly a man after my heart. Having stashes of ranch in the jungle, pet turtles named Stewart, fallin' for crazy ladies and making up imaginary friends.... what a dreamboat that Hugo!
OH MAN NEWS FLASH! Since I applied to a real skewl my mom just said “Go online with Michael figure out a laptop you want and I’ll buy it for you.” SCORE! I get a laptop! Even though I h8h8h8h8 them so much I’m excited. This is because I like Michael’s, it has the number keys on the right and he got a mouse for it so it’s really like a computer… that’s prolly what I’ll end up with! :D