drugs/sex.

In my small experiences in terms of the first and vast experiences in the latter,

I've found,

that jessica

is the coolest person ever.

and you should give her food.

and money.

and, etc.

Love,
Matt.

Punk is lame.

I still sleep with the light on.

My mom is,
stupid.

I resemble a train wreck.

<3 <3 <3

JAYKAY!

Instead of going with Jessica ( Read more... )

was right,

I did make some girl very happy one day.

And,
the people who I haven't seen in fucking forever
aren't answering their fucking phones.

I really feel like I really suck right now,
but I'm going to be a better person,
so don't worry.

I'm such a fucking failure.

I would rather die than fuck this up,
but here I go fucking it up,
just like everything else in life.
I can't do anything right.
I'm such a motherfucking failure.
I suck at everything.
God, I hate myself so much.

I have been so tired and been forgetting stuff and doing stupid shit all day long (5 hours of sleep a night for a weekend will do that I guess) but HOLY SHIT. I just did the motherfucking stupidest thing ever. Wow, I want to cry because that was so dumb ( Read more... )

I think I'm just slowly giving up ( Read more... )

I just realized why I'm never gonna get a girlfriend- because I'm too fucking shy about girls being more than friends. Even though I think the girl I like might like me too, I'll probably never ask her out because I'm a fuckin' pussy. ARRRRGGGG!! WHY AM I SUCH A LOSER?! Everything fucking sucks right now.